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Something White Something Pure
Cocaine
Citation:   Wonder. "Something White Something Pure: An Experience with Cocaine (exp30989)". Erowid.org. Jul 15, 2008. erowid.org/exp/30989

 
DOSE:
    Cocaine (powder / crystals)
BODY WEIGHT: 120 lb
Something White Something Pure
Something that fucked my life for sure.
I want it now I want it bad
This stupid shit drives me mad.
And here I go a mile a minuet
This is a battle and I'll never win it.
My teeth may grind
My jaw might clench
It is a thirst that I just can't quench.
My mind is numb as is my soul
And my head feels sore and full.
Dreams of mine that reach the sky
Dreams that only last when I'm high.
Something white something pure
Living life in a blur.
And here it is lined up again
And a brand new bill to take it in.
And some minuets where I'll feel great
Living life with drugs my fate.
The sun comes up and I come down
And the feeling of loss makes me frown.
I am sad but it will come again
Why must I take this in?
Feelings come and feelings go
But my feelings for you continue to grow.
I want to gone
I want you out
It is time for me to start a new route.
I want to feel clean refreshed and motivated
And destroy this evilness that you created.

Something white
Something pure

Exp Year: 2004ExpID: 30989
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Jul 15, 2008Views: 7,819
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Cocaine (13) : Poetry (43), Addiction & Habituation (10), Not Applicable (38)

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