DOSE:

repeated

Methamphetamine

(daily)

BODY WEIGHT:

147 lb

Well I was asked at a party if I had ever touched the stuff before, I answered no but was still interested in trying it. The high I got was so amazing nothing had ever made me feel so good. I quickly became hooked, I had to have it every day. I shut out everyone in my life who was not getting high with me. You see this was easier to do, then to fight with them about my health.

I started out at a hefty 170lbs but quickly dropped down to a tiny 100lbs within a few months. I slept during the day and like a vampire was out all night, doing nothing more then getting high, drawing, writing & talking. I found my self dating dealers and only dealers, I no longer cared who the person I was sleeping with was, as long as he fed me my drug. I 'loved them' until the high was gone and at that point I was willing to do just about anything to get it back.

Well now I am 2 months sober with the addiction still very strong and very real. I also am only 20 yrs old & pregnant with a dealers child. Speed stole 3 years of my life, and continues to keep a strong hold on me now. The addiction is something that I will battle for the rest of my life.

Exp Year: 2000-2003	ExpID: 31201
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: 20
Published: Feb 17, 2018	Views: 1,367
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