DOSE:

7 hits

inhaled

Inhalants

(gas)

BODY WEIGHT:

240 lb

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I was working on my computer one day and was using a bottle of duster to clean it out. Since I was fimiliar to it, and have done small doses once or twice before, I decided to take some hits. I shook up the bottle, sprayed a little, to get the liquid out of the spray, and put the tube in my mouth, leaving my mouth open to get oxygen in, and held the trigger down. I do this for about three hits, then I close my mouth on the tube, and slowly suck the duster in, then in the middle, open my mouth and allow for a mixture of duster and air to enter. I do that, increasing the amount of duster-only breaths. I am hit hard with it. The whole ordeal lasted about 10 to 15 mins. I am sitting on my bed, just thinking about things. Got a loud ringing in my ears. I drift between things I think about, and reality. I think about past things that have happened, and bam, hit by reality. I start thinking that our life is a cruel joke, and we are the ants in the glass (ant farms), like the kind most of us got when we were kids. I somehow figured it out! I had to crack this joke.

I then see the universe, waiting for something to happen, then in my head, something is going to happen. Then bam! There is a loud boom. Suddenly, the universe and my life is shattered. I don't remember what happens next, but the one thing I do know, the duster made me realize this life is a joke, and that when we die, we come back here in another human form to live another life, without us knowing that we have lived past lifes.

Exp Year: 2004	ExpID: 32837
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Apr 22, 2004	Views: 21,777
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