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Blacked Out And Angry
Alprazolam (Xanax)
by I hate Xanax
Citation:   I hate Xanax. "Blacked Out And Angry: An Experience with Alprazolam (Xanax) (exp36654)". Erowid.org. Dec 5, 2017. erowid.org/exp/36654

 
DOSE:
  repeated oral Pharms - Alprazolam (pill / tablet)

BODY WEIGHT: 204 lb


[Erowid Note: The doses described in this report are potentially life threatening. The amount taken is beyond a heavy dose and could pose serious health risks or result in unwanted, extreme effects. Doses such as this have been known to cause hospitalizations and/or deaths. Sometimes extremely high doses reported are errors rather than actual doses used.]

I wanted to get high one day I was bored. I could not obtain any bud that day and I was pissed so I took a couple of z-bars....

I wake up in my room on the floor.There is a belt tied around my ankles.I unbuckle it and I feel a sharp pain almost like a bump in the back of my head. I stumble downstairs and almost everything is smashed. I go into my roomates room and he has a small wooden stick in his hand. He tells me I was still high and to sit down. He told me I got mad because after taking 2 bars I was not fucked up so I took ALOT of pills. He said he warned me not too but I didn't listen and just sat down really fast on the couch.

After like 15 minutes he says I was starting to get really sluggish and started drooling. I ripped my shirt in half and walked out of the house. He says I started cursing at the neighbors dog and saying FUCK YOU really loudly sounding really drunk. He says I even tried to swing at the dog but missed and stumbled into ground because I lost my balance. He says I ran back inside falling like 10 times on the way to the door. I then started yelling 'ITS ALL YOUR FAULT I'm NOT HIGH' at my roommate. I threw a glass vase at him but missed and hit a mirror thus breaking it. I then started yelling at the top of my lungs and breaking everything I can find. He said he couldn't stop me due to me throwing shit at him whenever he came close to me. I ran upstairs and slipped thus hitting my chin on the railing. He says I kept running up as if I felt no pain. I took a wooden stick out from the attic and threw it at his head while I running towards him. He got hit this time but he then took it and gave me a clean shot with it in the back of the head. He says the impact caused me to fall into a 'knocked out' state. I was then placed on my rooms floor with the door closed.

Like 7 days after this I was still walking in a stumble and felt like everything was fast. My speech slurred and my eyes were pinkish. I was not high' then but I was in a state I could not notice. I was clearly noticeably to others though, due to people I know saying...'dude did u drink?'

My roommate says I probably had a 'psychotic episode' or something from xanax but I wasn't sure if this was fact. I still don't know what caused this violent reaction since the only thing wrong before I popped my pills was that I couldn't get pot.

Exp Year: 2004ExpID: 36654
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Dec 5, 2017Views: 1,561
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