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I Can't Even Explain It
by Anton
Citation:   Anton. "I Can't Even Explain It: An Experience with Cannabis (exp37224)". Jun 6, 2018.

3 hits smoked Cannabis


The first times that I smoked pot I didn't like it. My heart would beat really fast, I'd be to spacey, panic attacks etc. About a year after not smoking that much I decided I need to learn to like it (all my friends smoked). I decided that if my heart would start beating really fast again or I would panic just to try and forget about it and have a good time and that's exactly what happened. The first time I smoked pot and had a good time it was the best time of my life.

It is now autumn and we have just started school back up again. I am in tenth grade now, this most recent summer (the summer after 9th grade) I smoked just about every day. Most of my experiences were good but occasionally I would have a very 'weird' experience. I learned how to 'change' my high while I was stoned. It would be like I was laughing and laid back and shit and then all of a sudden I could change everything about what was going on. The same things would be happening but everything would be... Different. It kind of felt like I was tripping or something but it is very hard to explain. It would be quite difficult to fathom what happens to me unless you experience it yourself but I am going to try and explain it...

Like one time I had the munchies and I was eating vanilla ice cream on my white couch. I changed my high (and went into a different dimension is how I like to describe it) and for some reason I thought there was a significant relation in the taste of the vanilla ice cream and the white couch ( maybe in my subconscious mind vanilla equals white and white equals vanilla ...?) Once again it is very hard to explain and I bet I sound crazy. I just really wish this happened to somebody else so I feel like I'm not the only one. When I go into this state of mind it's almost like every object has a mind of its own, I can look at anything in the room like a telephone or something and it will have a distinct personality. Colors will be brighter and everything seems to have a weird outline and well basically it's just really FUCKED UP and what I have said is the best way to explain it.

One time I was in a hot tub with my friends totally baked and I relaxed my whole body and it FELT like I was just a head floating in the water and it was like my head was a boat and nothing else on my body was there and then all of a sudden I snapped out of this phase and went into the different dimension.

Also... Most of the times when this happens to me it's when I am smoking $60 an 1/8 shit (really good weed)

Exp Year: 2004ExpID: 37224
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 15 
Published: Jun 6, 2018Views: 452
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