Lost in the Snow of Texas
Cocaine
Citation:   CannedSandwich. "Lost in the Snow of Texas: An Experience with Cocaine (exp38539)". Erowid.org. Jun 22, 2018. erowid.org/exp/38539

 
DOSE:
  repeated   Cocaine
BODY WEIGHT: 175 lb
My trials with coke were never worth reporting; headaches, heavy breathing, endless chain smoking, and promises to myself I would never do it again.

And then that dreaded day all addicts look back on. My first good experience! Damn, I should have listened to myself. I bought small sacks daily for two weeks, then I bought g-sacks and now Im spending my entire trust fund to fuel the necessity my brain has regarded as the most important regiment in my quickly detiorating life.

It's great, dont get me wrong, but all great things are balanced with either guilt, insufficient funds, or absence of identity. I expect the world of coke to continue throughout existence, I just hope I can become more discretionary with my choices.

Exp Year: 2004ExpID: 38539
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Jun 22, 2018Views: 1,005
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Cocaine (13) : Retrospective / Summary (11), Addiction & Habituation (10), Not Applicable (38)

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