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What Is Really Going on Here?
Cocaine
by bill
Citation:   bill. "What Is Really Going on Here?: An Experience with Cocaine (exp39076)". Erowid.org. Jun 22, 2018. erowid.org/exp/39076

 
DOSE:
  repeated insufflated Cocaine (powder / crystals)

BODY WEIGHT: 185 lb


I've done coke a good number of times, it's always given me a feeling of 'I want more' but it's easy to fight. I only got the anxiety to do more after my first real time (other times were primos).

The thing I can't understand is how my experiences differ from 1 of 3 ways.

1. I feel good and like I'm high on pot without the head and body haze.

2. I feel anxious and sped up, uncomfortable feeling, and with more lines I feel really... drugged. Docile.. stone faced.

3. If I do it too fast I notice I get really sick.. I feel like I want to throw up but I can't.. I want to drink water but my body won't let me.. and I feel really drunk... then after 10-15 mins I feel really cracked out. I don't like that feeling at all.

I'll still do coke, just for the fact that I sorta like feeling fucked up.. makes me realize I'm alive. And I'll always be looking for the 'good' coke that makes me feel good, it was so subtle but so peaceful.

Exp Year: 2004ExpID: 39076
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Jun 22, 2018Views: 746
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Cocaine (13) : Retrospective / Summary (11), Not Applicable (38)

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