DOSE:	repeated	insufflated	Cocaine	(powder / crystals)
	repeated	oral	Alcohol - Hard	(liquid)
	repeated	oral	Pharms - Alprazolam	(pill / tablet)

BODY WEIGHT:

205 lb

I will begin by saying that I found out about my addictive personality a little too late. I have been using and abusing alcohol since I was 17 years old. I am 32 now. It was not until I was 20 that I did that first 'bump' of coke. Big mistake. Now I have develop a methodology to get away with getting messed up everyday. Everyday after work I go and start having shots of scotch. I also have a few beers to go with it and then is when the phone calls are made and I begin snorting. There have been times I can swear I hear my heart's valves just flapping.

There is absolutely no way I can put that bag down once I start and when I get really high, I keep wanting more until it's all gone. Then I take one half of a Xanax bar to be able to go to sleep. I do it with company, bymyself, it doesn't matter. I have easily wasted more than 10,000 from June of last year and I dont care. I just keep escaping reality. I am in trouble with this substance. I suggest if you have not tried it, think about it carefully. It is simply not worth it. I PROMISE! I

Exp Year: 2005	ExpID: 41409
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Jun 25, 2007	Views: 1,162
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