DOSE:

LSD

(pill / tablet)

BODY WEIGHT:

9 st

Acid was just a fun time drug for me really, I first tried it in around 1999 when I was 17 and only ever used to have 1/2 a tab. The whole experience and state of mind whilst high on acid was amazing, luckily I have never had a really bad trip!! everything was so pretty and sparkly, things that I would usually find normal...were amazing!! My friend flicked the ash off his cigarette and all the ash looked like glittery stuff...EVERYTHING was interesting, hard to understand but never the less interesting! I had no idea of what to expect on my first time....I just though I'd 'give it a go'. Through out the whole evening, all my trips were happy trip and I was in a great mood!! nothing bothered me and I just laughed uncontrollably at everything!!

I didn't have it again for about a year and half but one weekend I had a tab and from then on I was having acid nearly every weekend, my mates used to call me the acid queen because if i was out, I was trippin'. I found after about 6 months that my whole perspective on everything had changed (even my home life) I just adopted the attitude that what ever happens, it doesn't matter coz I'll go and get hammered at the weekend and forget all about it!! nothing bothered me anymore but I was getting bitter with it, the people who I usually went out with I was assessing and judjing!!

When I got with my boyfried, I went out one day and had about 5 tabs and sat in the corner of a club with a right attitude and watched all my friends for the whole night!! I was literally sitting there telling my fella what I though people were doing and what I thought their reasons were, some of which I was actually right about!! when I walked out of the club I convinced my self that all of my friends were materialistic and only out for themselves!!

I didn't do anymore acid and all my emotions that I had bocked out all came to a head and I nearly had a nervous breakdown in 2002!! there was so much stuff that I had just ingnored and it all came out at once...It made me and angry twisted person! I was vicious and hard to understand, everything came out as a muddle and it was stuff that I wouldn't have usually cried over!

It was like I was living with a split personality, when I got back to normal in my non-drug enhanced world, it was scary....I had drawn a blind eye to everything...I have not had it for nearly 3 years now and I don't think I ever will again! It was so fun to begin with but when the novely wears off then it's not nice!

Exp Year: 2002	ExpID: 43210
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Jan 14, 2021	Views: 765
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