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Alcoholism's a Bitch

Alcohol

Citation: Jan. "Alcoholism's a Bitch: An Experience with Alcohol (exp45224)". Erowid.org. Dec 18, 2006. erowid.org/exp/45224

DOSE:

repeated

oral

Alcohol

(liquid)

BODY WEIGHT:

149.5 lb

I lost my's job over it, got in plenty of fights, fuck, I'm only eighteen. Alcoholism isn't fun, it isn't funny. Fuck the media glorifying it with the drunk charecter on tv. It's not kewl. Imagine your life a perpetual hangover, except when you're drunk, which will make you forget everything anyway. I'm drinking right now, I wish I wasn't, but I have to. I haven't seen more than five sober nights in the past three months, and those nights were hell. I get the shakes all day at work (not anymore, I lost my job)until I get a drink. I'm pissed off and anti-social sober, and a stupid rambling motherfucker when I drink. I have one friend who also happens to be a lush. I hate alcohol, but I love it.

Exp Year: 2005	ExpID: 45224
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Dec 18, 2006	Views: 4,201
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