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Path to Godess
DMT & Ketamine
Citation:   Moon Wathcer. "Path to Godess: An Experience with DMT & Ketamine (exp45347)". Erowid.org. Apr 13, 2018. erowid.org/exp/45347

 
DOSE:
  smoked DMT
      Ketamine
    smoked DMT
BODY WEIGHT: 70 kg
My first time of smoking it, a group of us sat there in a sound proofed attic. It was nicer than it sounds and resembled a bit of a shrine to the Grateful Dead. Anyway I smoked and as I breathed out I felt the buzzing rise up my body. Suddenly I was flying down a tunnel of light. At the centre of the tunnel was a ball of light from which Celtic patens were flying out. As these patterns flew out they formed the wall of the tunnel. The ball of light seemed to be flying in black space and causing the tunnel to follow an amazing trajectory. The walls of the tunnel where made up of the different strands of the pattern although their were gaps into black space. Through these gaps you could see the path of the tunnel when it doubled around on itself. The ball of light seemed to slow down and the tunnel/wormhole stopped moving through space. Suddenly it felt like I was being scanned or looked at by the pattern. I then found myself shooting down one of the Celtic patterns. I could now see that these patterns represented souls and lives of people. As I shoot down this pattern I suddenly opened my eyes and was back in the room.

A friend had just taken a hit and there was a fair amount left in the bong, I had just taken some Ketamine as I was coming down of the first hit when somebody passed me what was left in the pipe. I smoked a large lungful and was surrounded by different coloured changing lights. I felt my soul merging into the pool of light and I was slowly slipping away. For a few moments I was pure light, then I remembered simply sensations of life, I suddenly thought I want to live and remembered simply things like having a cup of tea, or feeling the sun on my skin. I opened my eyes and was really scared I was dying. I looked across at the digital clock on a video and out of it started to grow an organic digital pattern. This organic digital pattern moved across the room, it was very strange a bit like advance technology fused with organic soul. It came and touched me on my right hand side around my liver area. As soon as it touched me I felt the most amazing clam, I curled up into the fetal position and just kept repeating thank you over and over again.

I woke up the next morning and spent an hour just starring at a leaf on a tree. I felt so privileged to have had such experience. Since then I guess I have been reborn as a spiritual person,

The last time I took DMT, I had already started on a Pagan spiritual path, I sat by the sea and mediated with an amethyst crystal. Taking the DMT I held the crystal unto my forehead and had a wonderfully trip filled with pentacles interlacing in the most intricate patterns. My breathing was one slow rhythm, like the waves by the sea I had been meditating by, and I bathed in the most beautiful light of the goddess.

Blessed be.

Exp Year: 2003ExpID: 45347
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Apr 13, 2018Views: 1,534
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DMT (18), Ketamine (31) : General (1), First Times (2), Mystical Experiences (9), Entities / Beings (37), Small Group (2-9) (17)

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