Citation: ME. "Too Much, No Sleep, No Food, Bad Combo: An Experience with Methamphetamine (exp46067)". Erowid.org. Mar 21, 2018. erowid.org/exp/46067
I have been doing meth for a couple of years my usage has of course become more frequently. Well I was conviced to inject speed (I had only smoked and snorted it prior to that day), by this really hot guy I have had a crush on since forever. Well since he does it himself he said I wouldnt have to pay for it and he had a needle that was new.
I didnt like needles so I let him inject it I am not sure how much I had but it took like one second for the heat in the back of my neck to get to me. I felt my body collaspe with an extreme feeling of I am going to die. I then wanted to have some type of sex with the guy who gave it to me. I couldnt help my body movements of sexuality I wanted to feel something. I ended up sleeping with him after that just to get free dope injected. I cant stop IVing this, I could easily stop smoking it but with the needle I never want to stop.
I carried that binge for 2 weeks of usage I ended up hallucinating talking to these invisable people for 8 hours while I sat next to my sleeping boyfriend, I thought by looking in a mirror that one could see those invisable people. I also stayed up all night thinking my car was being stolen.
After I finally went to sleep I was having nightmares, that I would wake up in the middle of and thinking it was really happening around me. Like I thought the cops were knocking at the dog and I was tell people they were out there . Its a whole new god. And I cant stop my habit.
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