DOSE:

repeated

Oxycodone

BODY WEIGHT:

170 lb

Let me start off my telling you that I fell into this addiction before I even knew what addiction was, if I knew what I would go through later in life I'm positive I woulden't of started down the shitty road I call my day to day life.

When I first started using oxycodone I took either a 10mg instant release, 2 percocet, or a 20mg (cdn) or sustained release. To feel the same effects now I have to take 12 10mg pills or 1.5 80mg pills, not whole, I have to chew them, which people are not supposed to do, people can easily O.D.

I have been taking oxy's everyday for 2 and a half years now, not something I'm proud of, but, if I stop I go through the worst feelings I've ever felt. I'm so restless, cannot stop moving , I get soooo hot then sweat then get soooo could its un bearible, I get absolutely no sleep when I do not have them either. But as soon as I have 1 10mg oxy, the withdrawl symptoms go away, long before the pill hits me.

[Erowid Note: Intravenous (IV) injection of crushed pills/tablets can be very dangerous due to unknown substances, binders, and fillers present. Any substance injected directly into the blood stream should be very pure. Clean needles and medically appropriate techniques should be used to avoid serious injury or death.]
I have tryed every way of administering the drug, crushing chewing snorting injecting smoking ( doesnt work ) and puttin it in my dairy queen blizzards :) Just thinkin about or seeing a picture of an oxycontin pill makes me go insane, I just want to feel the effects every hour of every day, that would be amazing. I am often depressed and have been every since way before I started, and I belive oxy's make me happy and normal like everyone else is and that's how I wanna be, normal and happy.

I wish I had someone, I could talk to because I dont know how to tell my friends about my problem, the girls dont care, and the guys dont understand. I spend every waking hour I don't have oxys, looking for oxys, and every hour I do, well I go get fast food haha. Anyways I hope that gives you an undertsandin of the drug, I never listened to other reports, I had to be stuborn and find out for myself, and even when I am addicted no one will believe me just like when I first started and I didnt beleive them. Fuck how it works, just dont care.

Exp Year: 2005	ExpID: 46285
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Aug 5, 2018	Views: 1,389
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