Citation: Anonymous. "I Felt Like an Omnipotent God: An Experience with Alprazolam & Alcohol (exp46623)". Erowid.org. Jun 22, 2021. erowid.org/exp/46623
My Long Term Experiences With Xanax
First of all, it should be noted that I have a VERY high tolerance to drugs of all kinds.
I have had a script for this med since 1998, starting at .5mg and now at 2mg. Although I sometimes take much larger doses than prescribed, i do not take this much every day, this is one experience I had on the largest does I ever took recreationally.
I crushed and snorted 3 2mg bars first. The effect hit me almost immediately (3-5 min) and I just felt very mellow and calm, all of my thoughts about negative things that had bothering me went away completely and I was 'in the now' only.
After the initial 5 min or so passed, me and a friend drank a full bottle of wine, I drank probably 1/3 of it, him the rest. After about 15 min I felt total euphoria, like I was floating but I was not tired at all. I just felt great, almost like a low dose of acid.
About 30 min later, we each ate another 4mg (my friend didn't snort the 6mg I did initially) this time we just swallowed it. We then started taking shots of Whiskey, probably about 3-5 shots each. We washed down 2 more 2mg bars with the last shots. (My friend's tolerance is almost as high as mine, he was more fucked up than I was though)
We were listening to the stereo, and after about 45 min to an hour, I started having auditory hallucinations. Like waves, sound volume pulsing in and out and a bit distorted. My eyesight got a little blurry, but nothing major. I felt like an omnipotent God, like I knew all there was to know and ever would be. I had an out of body experience, I saw myself and my friend interacting from outside of my body, as if were a ghost watching, and I felt weightless. This lasted for about 15-20 min (hard to tell because time didn't make much sense at that point)
After about 3 hours from our last 4mg, my friend passed out and that looked like a great idea, so I did too. I had the most lucid dreams I have ever had in my life, and almost no hangover the next day except a bit of lethargy from all the toxicants is my guess. A shot of whisky cured that. It just felt like a alcohol hangover but wasn't that intense, not as intense as it should have been after all that booze.
In summmary, I would do this again, but only if I had a night to kill with nothing else to do because it lasted about 6-7 hours in my estimation.
Alot of people may think this is BS, but it really happened.
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