DOSE:	1.5 hits	oral	LSD
		smoked	Cannabis

BODY WEIGHT:

120 lb

This was my first time doing LSD which proved to be much more then I ever could of imagined. My friend 'L' and I had been looking for Acid in our small town for quite awhile with no luck, then one day he surprised me with some. At the time we hadnt done much psychedelics besides maybe about 10-15 mushroom trips and we thought Acid wouldnt be anything too big if we only took one and a half hits. There was the first valuable lesson learned ALWAYS KNOW YOUR EXACT DOSE!

Anyways we dropped the cid and after about an hour or so I went on a short walk to go pick up some weed. I was starting to get high by now and as I walked down the main street of my town everyone was staring at me, this was a bit unnerving but as I had a mowhawk I was kinda used to it (as I used to live in a painfully small town) anyways as I was sitting waiting for the dealer the cement started to crack and fracture, I thought this is pretty cool but I've had more intense mushroom trips, Then I looked at my arm and my arm hairs started to move as if they were swaying in the tides of some water, my arms skin started to resemble a pineapples. I thought hmm thats pretty interesting...

After awhile it seemed the dealer wasnt showing up which was incredibly peculiar as we were buying an ounce. I went back to another friends house where L and some others were waiting for us. L was by now quite high, moreso then me. We sat down and started to smoke some other pot we had. There were about 8 of us in the room but only the two of us were on Acid.

After a few bong tokes EVERYTHING changed. I instantly became 100 times higher and everything became a hallucination, the walls were bright neon green and I was in a very different house, all of my friends turned into demons and yet I could still recognize each one somewhat even though they were totally red and looked totally different. I'm sure they were not saying what I thought they were, but I cant remember what that was, except when I said 'you guys all look like demons but its not scary'. They laughed a bit and one of my friends said well dont worry we arent going to hurt you.

Soon that went away and it seemed I was telepathically linked with my friend who was also on acid, I thought If you can hear my thoughts then say something with your mouth. He did and we told our friends. I'm not sure what they thought as having a linear discussion with others was impossible. This is when the trip started to go very bad. I had visions of my friends being older and very strong looking, one of them was a crack dealer and had a gun and seemed to be holding my other friends hostage if I didnt deliver a backpack full of drugs somewhere. I was no doubt scared and when I asked them where I should take it nobody had any clue what I was talking about. By this point I had forgotten I was high on acid, which is how things go very wrong. After some calming down or maybe I had just forgotten I sat back down. Everything was relatively normal as the trip comes in waves, I remember thinking I didnt think acid was this trippy. As if he heard my thoughts one of my friends looked at me and said, no acid is just this trippy.

I'm not sure about the chronological order of any of this but I remember sitting there and in the blink of an eye I was out of my body, not aware of any physical form, and I got the sense of some kind of being, almost bureaucratic in nature saying something like, we got another one give him the standard treatment. (though with no words or mouth) Then without any kind of words I was flooded with more information then I knew existed, and I understood the nature of the universe, all I remember 'seeing' was a glowing blue ball of energy that is everything, and I saw the interconnectedness of the universal mind and the multidimensional system of reality. I remember thinking fuck how can I live my life knowing all of physical reality is an illusion. Then just like that I was back and everything was as normal as possible. One of my friends asked me so whats it like (as it seems no time had passed) I thought fuck he wants me to explain this!? I think I must of just gave him a funny look and made a strange grunt of some kind. Shortly after my friend 'L' and I decided we should leave as the 'normies' were making me and probably him feel uncomfortable.

I remember walking down the street and seeing this Green praying mantis type creature about as tall as a human on somebodies lawn, It said something in a way I cant pronounce somewhat like the static of a TV. By now I was unable to function in reality and decided that I should go home. I went home and crawled into bed where after going into time loops (time kept repeating itself after a 3 second or so loop) which for some reason (or rather lack of reason) I thought I could escape by spinning in circles. After experiencing a new definition of the word twisted, turning to liquid and actually twisting with the syntrifical force. I lied down in bed where I was cut into cubes, I could feel the inside faces of each piece rubbing against each other. Floating apart and then I formed back together. I was speared through the chest and leg, then fine. Then I was taken apart and put back together. I most likely left my body again but I dont remember this part clearly. I remember many strange thoughts about the insanity of god, and that he was addicted to heroin, and or the physical reality. Looking back I suspect this was me in my past life. Anyways this was a realization to me that god does exist in a way I couldnt possibly deny, as this was by far the most intense and powerful experience of my life, and the most important as I went overnight as complete and total atheist, to KNOWING god exists in a way that I could never explain here. It was beautiful and horrific simultaneously.

Exp Year: 2005	ExpID: 46674
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Oct 27, 2020	Views: 659
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