DOSE:

insufflated

Ketamine

(powder / crystals)

BODY WEIGHT:

135 lb

I had done this drug before, in moderate amounts, that I had found to be very safe and functional in mild amounts - a small bump at the top of a pen can produce effects to being slightly drunk yet very entusiastic and energetic. The effects would only last about twenty minutes, so the only nuisance was to find a private place to redose. I always preferred this drug due to the fact that it was so easy to control your level of intoxication - rarely did I take it too far...

However, after a while, I did feel inclined to test the limits...

I took then, all at once, probably about 1/3rd of the forty jar, and the first thing I noticed was an immense dizzying perception..everything about me was spinning, and eventually I wasn't able to recognize fellow people in the room...after a few minutes, I saw, in front of me, icons of me and two of my friends, and, for the life of me, I couldn't figure out which one of them I might be...am I jane? Am I rachel? Or am I me? Sounds silly, but for about half an hour, I really couldn't not only decipher the difference between these beings, but was equally convinced I could have been any one of them. My own sense of self had ceased to exist, and it took a few hours to regain my sense of self and to realize who exactly I was. The interesting thing was that it wasn't scary, in fact, it was quite interesting, and I don't regret doing it. I have also have had friends that have had near death experiences with this, that have not been able to handle them in the opimistic way that I have. I love this substance, and regret that it is highly controlled.

Exp Year: 2000	ExpID: 47794
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Feb 27, 2018	Views: 879
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