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I Wonder What Drove Me to Be So Destructive
Zolpidem
by Patrick/Nyarlathotep
Citation:   Patrick/Nyarlathotep. "I Wonder What Drove Me to Be So Destructive: An Experience with Zolpidem (exp48127)". Erowid.org. Jun 7, 2018. erowid.org/exp/48127

 
DOSE:
T+ 0:00
10 mg oral Pharms - Zolpidem (pill / tablet)
  T+ 0:00 1 shot oral Alcohol - Hard (liquid)
  T+ 0:15 10 mg oral Pharms - Zolpidem (pill / tablet)
  T+ 0:15 1 shot oral Alcohol - Hard (liquid)

BODY WEIGHT: 147 lb


Ambien and hobbies

Having the recent option to pick up 8 of the 10 mg Ambien pills was at first a good omen. However after taking one at 11:30 P.M. and a second at 11:45 P.M. each followed by a shot of Tequila wasn't the wisest choice. After sense returns my eyes are blessed by two broken objects; a Chivas Regal mirror, and a childhood gift stitched by my aunt. The glass of the mirror is broken and the cover of the stitching has been shattered for whatever purpose seemed reasonable at the time. The next problem I had was having to locate my home phone with a flash light discovering it in pieces around my airconditioner outside, but still working. I wonder what drove me to be so destructive and even cut my arms with the glass shards ? I am not depressed but rather confused as hell as to the actions I took. I should have had a sitter for this. Stay safe everyone..

Exp Year: 2005ExpID: 48127
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Jun 7, 2018Views: 785
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