DOSE:	repeated	smoked	Methamphetamine
	repeated	smoked	Tobacco - Cigarettes

BODY WEIGHT:

109 lb

I was doing cocaine when I was thirteen years old, I went to rehab for seven months in utah and when I came back I stayed clean for like, a day. And then I started drinking, and smoking, and snorting coke, and then I started tweaking, I dont remember the last day I tweaked because in all honesty I still do from time to time, but I remember sitting in my friends room, we called it the cave because it had no windows and no matter what time of day it was, it was dark in there. We were up all night smoking. We'd poor a gram into the pipe at a time and just melt it all, straight liquid, and hit that shit. It makes my mouth water. Its such a rush, its like, I tingle instantly, and its better than sex because no matter what the drug pleases me. Then I started getting hyper and we began tweaking and chain smoking and we had a talking order so one person would tell their story then we'd go next then another person after that, otherwise everyone would just talk at the same time and it sounded like birds chirping non stop. I remember drawing these two peacocks and they were kissing and I spent a long time on them. When I came down and woke up 2 days later all I saw were scribbles... My mindset is completley about self gratification and I dont worry about others.. Just myrself. I ended up dropping out of my junior year.... I'm back in school now but barley making it. I'm still using to this day....

Exp Year: 2005	ExpID: 48690
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Jul 27, 2018	Views: 1,479
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