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300 Times and Never Again
by Neal
Citation:   Neal. "300 Times and Never Again: An Experience with MDMA (exp4873)". Jan 27, 2001.

  tablets oral MDMA (pill / tablet)


A male friend has taken 300 MDMA pills (acquired from the same source in Amsterdam and tested with testing kits). The first 200 times were usually awesome with each use increasingly followed by a worse depression and insomnia. Ignoring these symptoms he continued to take 2-3 pills every weekend. Over Labor Day weekend he consumed 7 pills. That was the last time he used it. After the weekend he became severaly depressed and hasn't slept more then 2 hours a night in the five months since his last use. He is unable to concentrate or complete tasks. He does not remember most of the so called incredible times he had on MDMA. He dose not smoke, drink, or take other drugs (except benzos which he used to come down of the MDMA).

Now he is afraid he has done permanent damage to his brain. He is hoping abstinence will enable him to recover. 5-HTP, melatonin and SSRI's have reduced the depression but the insomnia and memory loss are showing no signs of abating.

Exp Year: 2000ExpID: 4873
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Jan 27, 2001Views: 5,538
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MDMA (3) : Various (28), Post Trip Problems (8), Depression (15), Health Problems (27), Addiction & Habituation (10), Retrospective / Summary (11)

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