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A Gentle Tide of White
Citation:   HMJROBOCOKE. "A Gentle Tide of White: An Experience with Heroin (exp49858)". Erowid.org. Apr 9, 2018. erowid.org/exp/49858

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4 joints/cigs smoked Tobacco - Cigarettes  
  T+ 0:05   IV Heroin (liquid)


The first time I used dope was with a friend in a certain 12 step program we both went to. It was a thursday night, I told my dad I was going to 'the meeting'. As she dilluted the heorin in water and cottoned it up, I asked questions like why are you doing that, learning all I could. I smoked about 4 ciggarettes in 5 minutes, I was extremely nervous. After all, this wasn't pot or acid or coke anymore. This was it. The hardest of all drugs. She shot herself with twice as much and then shot me. At first I felt nothing for 2 or 3 minutes, but then it slowly crept over me, like a tide slowly rising. It was the best feeling in the world, and then, nothing. The night was a blur. I remember sitting in absolute and total bliss. Even now I pine for more. Keeping the use under control is imperative, and that is the goal I now try to obtain.

Exp Year: 2006ExpID: 49858
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Apr 9, 2018Views: 1,580
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