DOSE:

2 tablets

oral

MDMA

(pill / tablet)

BODY WEIGHT:

8 st

First Time

It was the first time id taken E and I couldn't have been in a more wonderful atmosphere for my first time. It was at the leeds festival and because it was my first experience of something like this, the feeling I got from being on ecstasy there was even more intense. My boyfriend had been doing drugs for years, and so looking back now I sometimes cringe at how crazy I must have looked next to him.

It was the first night there and I had no hesitation to getting absolutely trashed. I dont know why but I wasn't afraid to just pick up and swallow two E's like they were sweets. Id never experienced A class drugs before, and so had no idea of what it would do to me.

After that I remember walking along a part of the leeds fest grounds, and I seemed to have forgotten that id taken the drugs.the next things I felt was amazing. I remember the noise I heard like it was yesterday. It was a clear 'woosh' as the feeling brushed from my feet to my head. I suddenly felt like id been lifted above the ground and my whole perception of everything around me changed. Every deep breath I took brought pure pleasure sweeping through my lungs. I turned to my boyfriend and stated 'omg , iv never felt like this, oh, my god.'

The next thing I remember we were back with out tents. Everyone was sitting down and enjoying the atmosphere but I had a huge urge to skip in and out of the tents thoroughly enjoying this first time experience. I must have looked like a wanker but to me I was the only one there, and as I skipped I felt like I was flying.

My boyfriend had been calling me for ages, he wanted to go see a band who was playing at the time. I was too consumed in the people id just met to respond. I couldn't get enough of the people around me. I thought they were all so amazing and enjoyed talking to them like they'd all been my best friend for years.

I was utterly in my own world and was just skipping around like a little child in a dream world.
All of a sudden everything stopped. I felt like id been lowered back on to the ground. I rubbed my eyes and looked around. No one was there. There were just tents, and me. The feeling drained out of me as quickly as it came. I was devastated. I called for my boyfriend but he must have got bored and wondered off ages ago. After finding my way back to my tent I sat and sulked in my own misery. With no one to talk to and the sound of the band my boyfriend was watching booming in the background, I lied down and sobbed to myself for about an hour until people returned.

A fantastically amazing first time on E (it was never like this again) but a bad crash.

Exp Year: 2004	ExpID: 50092
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Nov 9, 2025	Views: Not Supported
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