DOSE:

repeated

oral

Methadone

(pill / tablet)

BODY WEIGHT:

170 lb

The mindset of this drug is phenominal and the addiction is overwhelming. I had smoked refer,ate mushroom, snorted xanies and I have even plunged into another demention drinking the D.M.T brew that took me weeks to perfect, but none of this adds up to the addiction to methadone I hold today. At first it was a oc40 here and there for the hell of it, than every other day. When the oc's we had found ran out there was a suggestion, Methadone. It lasts longer the same price and was as strong hearing this I jumped into an addiction apparently I had my head shoved too far up my ass and was to worried about how everything was perfect on the shit to realize I was out of control! I wish I would have NEVER touched it. After about 1 month of doin 20 to 60mgs a day.

I grow tired and lazy and the feeling of peace and love turns into aggrivation and deprivation. There is nothing worse than being 'Meth sick' which for my fiance and I include...nausia, diahrrhea,cramps,your joints ache, I become mentally unstable, suicidal not to mention I cannot eat,sleep or relax. The list go's on and verys from time to time. I'm misarable every time I can't get a 'fix' which is atleast a few times a month. The on set of the sickness appears within 24 hours of the last. Currently I am weening myself of the drug and wish to no longer let it control me I know I will be well again(my friendly potsmoking-happy self).

Exp Year: 2006	ExpID: 51251
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Mar 22, 2018	Views: 1,259
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