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Definitely Female
Salvia divinorum
Citation:   Salvia's lover. "Definitely Female: An Experience with Salvia divinorum (exp51814)". Erowid.org. Feb 11, 2018. erowid.org/exp/51814

 
DOSE:
3 bowls smoked Salvia divinorum
BODY WEIGHT: 9 st
After reading a few articles, my interest was aroused, having experimented with other psychoactives for a number of years with awareness of the spirits of many of the substances consumed, even the so-called synthetics. At first I was a little apprehensive, as I know how unpredictable some of these things can be, but as it happened, my fears were unfounded.

My first effects were a feeling of disorientation, and sloppiness in everything I tried to do. For instance, if I tried to roll a cigarette, I had to concentrate really hard, as the paper and tobacco seemed to come alive in my hand, and move around, but this was in no way unpleasant as I got the feeling that a feminine entity was teasing and playing with me.

One thing I did notice was that if I got up, say to play some music, I found it difficult to keep my balance as the world seemed to be moving under my feet, a bit like trying to stand up on a moving bus or train, and although I felt I didn't care if I hurt myself ( a bit like being drunk, but better.), I had to maintain a degree of conscious awareness as I knew I would regret any slip up afterwards.

The visuals were amazing. Beautiful patterns and designs animated themselves on every surface in my environment, very nature oriented. Leaves, flowers, faces of elves, and the like.

It had a fairground feel about it all, and I felt like I was being taken on a journey around the inner workings of what we perceive as reality.
I felt like I was being taken on a journey around the inner workings of what we perceive as reality.


In all this, I did not feel like an observer, but a part of all that was going on around me. Part of a river of gentle images that swept, intertwined, and wove itself in and out of my being. I felt like I was the special guest of a Queen who wanted to show me the very best of her hospitality.

For me, this could never be regarded as a 'party drug'. This is a spiritual encounter with someone who gives all, and expects nothing in return. I had no ill effects afterwards, just a feeling of well being, and satisfaction.

Strangely enough, I have no desire to overindulge either. There are no hooks, hidden clauses, or small print to worry about, and I feel sure that I would be welcome to visit her anytime I wanted to.

I am also aware that I probably sound like a wishy-washy looney space cadet.

I don't care.

Exp Year: 2005ExpID: 51814
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Feb 11, 2018Views: 907
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