DOSE:

1 bowl

smoked

Salvia divinorum

(extract)

BODY WEIGHT:

107 lb

So There I was, hanging out with 2 of my friends. He had some salvia left over from the ACL concert and said it was a trip. So...I decided to try it. I was kind of nervous because I had never done a drug that has made me hallucinate. So I took a few deep breathes and was ready to hit the bong. I was sitting in the corner of my friend’s bed leaning up against the wall, and he was sitting right next to me. He lit the bowl and I started filling up my lungs with this crazy drug. I cleared mostly all of it, and he took it out of my hands to cover the rest of the smoke from escaping. I looked around real quick waiting for some kind of reaction, and then he asked me too clear the little bit of smoke that was left. I reached out to grab the bong, and suddenly my arm felt extremely heavy as if the gravity was pushing down on it. I couldn’t move my arm any further so I tried wiggling my fingers to reach it. I couldn’t move my entire arm, it was insane. I looked at my friend and said 'I can’t get it...I can’t get it.'

Then, I closed my eyes and fell over on my side. I got up immediately. My one friend got up and stood by my other friend. I looked at both of them and started tripping out. They seemed so fake to me. I started saying 'you're fake, you're fake!' and they had a confused look on their faces. Then I took a look around his room, and I was inside Mickey Mouse’s house. Everything was bubbly and rounded and so cartoon looking to me. I jumped up and ran out of his room scared to death thinking that I was never going to become normal again and seeing his whole house as if were the 'House of Mouse.' I stumbled to the living room and laid on his couch (that’s what they said I did) but to me, it felt like I ran at the speed of light and dove into the couch which turned into the ocean. Then I got up from the couch and I felt like I couldn’t get out of the house. There were no doors and I was stuck inside some cartoon world and couldn’t get out. I ran over to my friend and grabbed his arm and started yelling 'Stop it! Stop it! He said 'Stop what? I’m not doing anything” I said to him, 'Its coming to get me!' (He does salvia a lot so he knew what I was going through and made me trip even harder.) It seemed to me as if he was in complete control of what was happening to me so that’s why I was telling him to stop it, but in reality he wasn’t controlling this scary trip. I felt like something evil was coming after me and I couldn’t get out of the house...I thought that if I could just get outside, I would be fine and nothing could get me and everything would be back to normal. I was still holding on to his arm and I started shaking compulsively while still seeing everything as if I was in a cartoon.

I stumbled to the couch again and started trying to calm myself down but I was thinking so hard that I heard myself thinking out loud. Apparently I wasn’t thinking out loud though, (says my friends who were watching me trip the whole time.) But then I started rubbing my hands on my pants over and over again because my hands felt like they were sweating extremely badly, as if they were soaking wet but wouldn’t dry. I was saying 'I’m f****** tripping out! I’m f****** tripping out! And then, I dug my face into the pillow and started taking deep breathes to try and calm myself down.

I was coming down from my 7 minute trip, but had slight hallucinations but they weren’t near as bad as the beginning ones. I started talking non stop to my friends and I couldn’t stop myself, I was experiencing the afterglow of salvia. Then my trip was over, I felt really weird after. Mostly scared and confused of what I had just experienced. I couldn’t get over the fact of how fast it reacted and how it hit me so hard and made me feel like I was in another non reality world. I was so scared when this was all happening, but after awhile, I came to realize that it was extremely fun and getting scared and seeing everything as if I was inside the Mickey Mouse House was totally worth having the weirdest/scariest trip that I have ever experienced in my life.

Exp Year: 2006	ExpID: 56233
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Jan 12, 2020	Views: 638
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