DOSE:

repeated

insufflated

Cocaine

(daily)

BODY WEIGHT:

115 lb

My boyfriend started selling coke, and I never did it before, and grew curious. He wasn't too thrilled about me wanting to try it but I always gave him shit for doing it. So we were at our friends' house and he was giving out lines, and ended up giving me one. I didn't know what to expect, but when it hit me I felt so incredible. I was off the walls, I couldn't stop talking. I just wanted to talk to everyone. I had so much to say at the time. I could feel my heart racing and my throat was so numb that I couldn't even take sips of my corona.

My boyfriend would give me a line every now and then for the next few days, but I kept wanting more. It got to the point where I convinced him to give me grams at a time. I was doing up to 3 grams a day.

I would go days without eating or sleeping. I ended up losing about 30 pounds in a little less than a month. And if I wasnt high on coke, I was wanting it real bad. I made my boyfriend feel like he had to give me coke if he wanted to keep selling it and doing it himself. We would spend night after night together blowing coke and talking for hours.

We finally promised each other we would stop dealing and blowing. And after a couple months of blowing coke everyday we stopped. I miss it everyday though.

Exp Year: 2006	ExpID: 57152
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Mar 8, 2020	Views: 1,096
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