Dieing Together
Citation:   ddd!!. "Dieing Together: An Experience with MDMA (exp58521)". Erowid.org. Jul 4, 2019. erowid.org/exp/58521

  smoked Cannabis (plant material)
  1 tablet oral MDMA (pill / tablet)
  .5 joints/cigs smoked Cannabis (plant material)
  1 cig. smoked Tobacco - Cigarettes  
For a few years now I have been smoking weed to deal with a lot of issues I have been going through. During the summer or 06 I decided I wanted to try something new. A lot of people I knew popped e and had very pleasuable expeirences so I decided to do it. It was right after the fourth of july and after many failed attempts of trying to take the pill before going out I decided I would take it and just trip at home.

I took the pill at about 11 along with a friend. She told me I wouldn't feel anything for a little while so I decided to take a shower. When I got out of the shower I began to feel something. I felt very enlightened almost like I was a totally different person. Over all it was a great experience. After that I began takeing MDMA a lot.

I would take a pill twice a week for a month. Finally I was going to a concert and knew I wanted to take E. The concert was on a sunday and unfortunately I was going after working many hours on my feet and little sleep. The concert was in camden so we had about a two hour ride ahead of us. In the car I decided to smoke a little weed abd take a nap since I wasn't feeling good. When I woke up I felt better and we were almost there. When we pulled into the parking lot I immediately took the little white pill with the number 1 on it.

After that we rolled a few blunts and went into the arena. We got inside and took a spot on the lawn. I wasn't feeling anything which I assumed was from being so tired. About half way through the concert it began to rain n since I wasn't feeling anything we decided to smoke another blunt. After two of us finished the blunt we sat there in the rain for about another half hour. When the concert was over we decided we couldn't go home with the weather so we went and got a hotel room.

When we got in the room I smoked a ciggarete and layed down on the bed that was when it started. I started to feel really light headed and dizzy like my brain was rolling inside of my head. I kept rolling around on the bed even though I wanted to just lay there. The 3 other people I was with decided they wanted to go get food so we all got in the car and went. We were in a place we never had been before and after finding a wendys we got lost tring to get back to the hotel. As we drive trying to find out way every little bump made me moan in pain. My head hurt so bad I thought I was dieing. It hurt for me to keep my eyes open and all I wanted to do was lay down. I so desperately needed to lay down that I put my head in my sisters boyfriends lap and clang to him for life. Finally we got back to the hotel and layed back down.

I began to feel very nausea because of my head spinnig. I wanted ti fall asleep so bad but I knew it wasn't going to happen. Finally my friend who had also taken e, smoked weed, and drank alchol, told me she was feeling exactly the same. I wanted to sleep so bad I decided to smoke yet another blunt with hopes it would knock me out. It was a bad idea after smoking it all got worse. I felt like I was slowly drifting away from life it became really hard to breathe I couldn't get air in my lungs. I thought for sure that I would die in my sleep I layed there motionless just thinking about how I was going to not wake up tomorrow. It was the worst feeling like someone was slowly pulling the life out of me I could feel my spirit leaving me. The next day I did wake up feeling very groggy which could have been from the weed but I felt like someone had beat me up the night before. My friend told me that I spent most of the night moaning and breathing hard and fast. After that experience I haven't taken MDMA again I have wanted to but haven't because of the fear of dying.

Exp Year: 2006ExpID: 58521
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Jul 4, 2019Views: 670
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