Oh GOD! To Feel That Way Again!
Citation:   julsyjewels. "Oh GOD! To Feel That Way Again!: An Experience with Ecstasy (exp5916)". Erowid.org. Mar 28, 2001. erowid.org/exp/5916

  tablets oral MDMA (pill / tablet)
The first time i popped that tiny little pill, i felt like i was orgasming for 7 hours straight, the music filled my entire body and i could feel the bass pumping in my soul. From then on i swore that raves and ecstacy were about more than just a bunch of drugged out kids looking for a good time- i knew that this was about stepping into a world of love and acceptance, and just feeling fuckin amazing!

But, alas, these feelings of ecstacy slowly diminished the more i dosed, and now, at my 20th pill, i feel like no matter my frame of mind or how much i dose, it just isn't the same! I feel like i am no longer connected to the people around me, i am alone in a trip that isn't even half decent. All i want is to feel that way again!

Exp Year: 2001ExpID: 5916
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Mar 28, 2001Views: 4,583
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