Citation: junk. "Black and White: An Experience with Cocaine & Heroin (exp61255)". Erowid.org. Aug 20, 2020. erowid.org/exp/61255
Because opiate use can lead to significant tolerance (requiring higher doses for the same effects), the dose used by a first time user is significantly smaller than that used by a regular user. It can be extremely dangerous to choose ones dose on the basis of the amount taken by someone else. Overdoses of opiates can be fatal.]
The doses described in this report are potentially life threatening. The amount taken is beyond a heavy dose and could pose serious health risks or result in unwanted, extreme effects. Doses such as this have been known to cause hospitalizations and/or deaths. Sometimes extremely high doses reported are errors rather than actual doses used.]
Preparation- I get my stuff from one of the guys who sell it. Grams of both go for 40$. I go home and turn on the stove. I get out a spoon and take off half of the gram of black and put it in there. I add almost a full 1cc syringe worth of water to the spoon and cook it over the stove. I do this because it doesn't blacken the bottom of the spoon like a lighter does. It heats up and dissolves. After that I add approximately a quarter gram of coke, maybe a little less. It dissolves on contact with the water. I throw in a little piece of cotton, take my syringe and suck it up. After that I wrap my belt around my arm in attempt to find a vein. Unfortunately I hardly have any veins on my arms from a few years of abuse. I can't get any to come up. I take off my shirt and see a gardenhose like vein bulging out of my chest. I go into the bathroom, turn on the lights and see it in the mirror quite well. Looking in the mirror, I take the needle and poke it in the vein towards my heart. Suprisingly first try, I see blood fill up in the rig before even having to pull back.
So I slowly start pushing in the miracle solution into my vein. It all goes in without any missing. No bubble under my skin. I pull the needle out. As soon as I pull the needle out, I can taste the coke. It has a weird metallic and verrry stong taste. All of the sudden my heart starts to pound and my vision goes strange like its shaking yet things are very sharp. Then the sounds kick in. Everything seems distant and there is a loud echoing in my ears. It sounds like water out of a faucet sink amplified by a million. I feel the biggest surge of euphoria one could have.
Now at the same time I feel the heroin. It is extremely warm feeling. It slows down my breething. After this intense and short cocaine high I start to feel bad, but that is soon gone. As the cocaine leaves the heroin just kicks in more and I feel at peace. The heroin makes my vision shaky and my pupils almost non existant. My whole body feels extremely relaxed and feels as if its getting a massage. It really is a complete body orgasm. The feeling of cocaine is completely gone and I don't care about anything. No anxieties in the world, just perfect peace... Like any other opiate. A speedball is the best high I have ever I had in my life. I started slamming heroin at .15 of gram but tolerance built up over the past couple years. At the end of my run I was shooting 1 gram of heroin at a time. Being a junkie is terrible always wondering how to get the next hit so I don't get sick. Tolerance builds up pretty quick. I take suboxone now and that helps but sometimes I skip my dose for a few days and get high. .5 black and .25 white is what I do now when I get high.
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