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by clubber
Citation:   clubber. "What Happened?: An Experience with MDMA (exp62137)". Erowid.org. Aug 11, 2018. erowid.org/exp/62137

 
DOSE:
2 tablets oral MDMA (pill / tablet)

BODY WEIGHT: 140 lb


[Erowid Note: While it may be that the substance described is pure MDMA, Ecstasy/Molly tablets and powders are notoriously impure, misrepresented, or adulterated. Ecstasy sold in retail contexts such as festivals or parties often contain chemicals other than MDMA.]

My first time on E was without a doubt the best night of my life. Words literally cannot describe how amazing it felt so I won't even bother trying to. That night I dropped my first one and didn't feel anything an hour later, I dropped another one and the combination of the two pills was pure bliss.

Fast forward two months later and I am now having a different experience with the drug...mind you these are entirely different pills so its probs not the mdma but whatever else is in these pills. I started off taking one at a club and an hour later I felt nothing, dropped a second and felt the effects within 10 min. The come up was horrific and probably the closest I have ever felt to death. I felt VERY lightheaded (not in the pleasant way mdma gives you) but like I was going to pass out. I then felt anxious, dizzy, and my heart began POUNDING faster than I have ever felt it go in my life. I literally thought to myself, this was it, I am going to die of a hear attack in a dark club. It got so bad that I had actually accepted the fact that I was going to die...it was terrifying. My mate began rubbing my back which helped TONS and I began to feel very good.

The negative affects past once I had properly come up and the night turned out to be great, but that half hour was the worst I have ever felt and I thought to myself I would never touch these pills again.

A week later my mates and I each did a half of the same pills (foolishly), the effects were very subtle and enjoyable for an hour or so, but again my heart began to race even more than the last time (didnt think that was possible) and that awful feeling of death looming came back.

I will continue to use mdma, but will never touch these pills (white smilies) ever again.

Exp Year: 2007ExpID: 62137
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Aug 11, 2018Views: 1,199
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