Citation: Στέφανος. "Happiest Drug Related Moment of My Life: An Experience with Alprazolam (exp66029)". Erowid.org. May 3, 2021. erowid.org/exp/66029
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I love to free my mind by consuming various chemicals. Usually the only 'drugs' I use are cannabis, Xanax, and alcohol. On Thursday, 27 September, 2007, I decided that morning that I wanted to experiment with high doses of alprazolam (because Thursdays are like Fridays for me). I am an experienced user of alprazolam, as I am prescribed. I was relaxing at my house alone. I was very stressed about my studies and rocky relationship problems, not to mention I'm manic depressant. At exactly 15:00 I consumed 8 bars of Xanax [(16 mg) I have a high tolerance].
About 20-30 minutes after oral consumption, I lose most of my coordination and a state of deep relaxation and happiness makes its way throughout my body. I begin to feel extreme euphoria. I relax and watch the tele when I decide to take the next high dose of 5 bars (10 mg)at 18:00. 15-20 minutes into this, I feel absolutely amazing. I want to speak with people and interact, but still have no coordination and motor skills. As I'm relaxing on the back veranda, listening to music and just enjoying the lowly sunset, I feel as if I have found peace and happiness.
At 21:00, I decide to take 4 more bars (8 mg). At this point I felt wonderful! It was probably the happiest drug related moment of my life. For the rest of the night, I relaxed on the couch, feeling absolutely wonderful, and watched the tele and a couple movies. Aplrazolam is a wonderful drug and has the ability to make one feel blissful and peaceful.
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