Citation: Chest Brockwell. "Good to Bad: An Experience with Morphine (exp66315)". Erowid.org. May 3, 2021. erowid.org/exp/66315
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Morphine was a great drug in my eyes until I over did it. At that point I decided to never do morphine ever again. I mean I really got messed up, I was so scared, because I thought that I was going to OD. I learned my lesson and since then I haven't touched it.
It all started when a friend of mine came up to asking me if I wanted some morphine. Of course, being me at the time, I was very 'curious' into trying new things. At first I just bought one 100mg morphine pill. The thing was tiny and me being a paranoid guy I decided that I would snort half of it. I did and the high felt good. Didn't puke, felt wonderful. I kept on buying from him for a while and then I decided to buy 24 100mgs pills for 200 dollars. I did 20,000mgs through-out a month and then I didn't feel that 'high' anymore.
I decided to take the rest which was 400mgs that day around 5pm. This time instead of crushing them up I popped them with some cold water. At first I started sweating a whole lot. I took off my shirt and went outside. Had a smoke and went back inside to eat something. BAD DECISION. Of all the things that I could have done I went to get something to eat. I've eaten before while on morphine, but it was only a small amount compared to what I took, so I never really did puke before, felt like shit, but never puked. I ate 2 hot dogs, cold water, and a bag of bbq chips. In the middle of eating the bbq chips I felt the hot dogs coming up, so I went straight to the nearest trashcan there was. I didn't puke right there. After that I went straight to the couch to watch a movie. Felt wonderful, until I got up and went to get me a beer. Again, a bad decision. Of all people I should know that if you move around way to much you will feel like throwing up. This time I did. I puked for about 5 minutes straight until I relaxed. Once I relaxed I dozed off and had a little nap.
Once, I got up I immediately started puking and I started sweating a whole lot. I was puking so much that I didn't notice that I started puking blood! When I saw that I started tripping out! I didn't know what to do, so I just went outside and thought about what I should do. I didn't want to go to the hospital, because I've heard some messed up stories about people getting hospitalize for days. Getting charcole pumped in their stomache and have tubes up their ass. I really didn't want to go through that so I stayed home throwing up until I couldn't throw up anymore. I stopped throwing up blood which got me happy.
After that little 'episode' I laid back on my bed and went back to sleep. Woke up the next day around 10am and to be honest I still felt it! By now, I would have thought that I wouldn't feel it anymore, but was I wrong. This time I felt pretty good, but I thought that I was gonna puke again if I ate, so I didn't eat that day.
Since then I haven't touched morphine, and when someone says 'morphine' I get disgusted. It was a good experience until that day. If that day wouldn't have happened I would still probably be doing it right now.
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