Citation: Siren. "I Felt Really Connected to the World: An Experience with MDA (exp67160)". Erowid.org. Feb 28, 2017. erowid.org/exp/67160
MDA and Friends
My friend randomly met these guy at the mall one day, who we ended up buying some acid and MDA off of. I have used MDA and MDMA extensively in the past, but that has been several years ago. I rarely get the chance to find good quality MDxx drugs around where I live, so I was very excited about buying some. While my friend was visiting we took the acid and had a very mind blowing experience. I took one hit and my friend took two. I have a fairly low tolerance for almost all drugs. As a standard I normally say that half as much gets me on the same level as “average” people.
After she left I was left alone with ˝ gram of what I considered “pure” MDA. It was an off-whitish, clumped powder. I got the word out to several of my friends and we planned a party at their apartment for the weekend.
The past two times I have taken MDA I have noticed that about an hour in, I feel next to nothing, so I start drinking and smoking pot. I’m not sure if it’s the amount of time, or the alcohol and pot, but this ALWAYS kicks it in for me. So we each took a 125-140 mg dose of the MDA, and started smoking. I would say between 6 people we smoked three joints before we really started to notice the effects. At this point I had drunk around two beers. Normally one beer gets me really tipsy, and a few hits gets me pretty stoned, but for some reason while I’m on MDA I can slam back shots and hits with ease. I don’t even feel those effects, I just feel the MDA roll.
The night was spent with all of us randomly moving from one room and obsession to another. For a while all I could do was chain smoke and watch anime. Then I got really obsessed with having sex with my boyfriend, and we went to our car and made out for around 30 minutes. Then we started dancing and listening to dance music. There is no feeling so blissful as being tranced out dancing on MDxx drugs. My friends and I all had individual deeply personal experiences with one another. One guy that I really don’t care much for and I talked very emotionally about life and the military for nearly 15 minutes, it felt like hours. I felt really connected to the world, and in typical MDxx style I felt that overwhelming feeling of “Everything will be alright”. On acid I tend to feel that life is ultimately pessimistic, but on MDA I felt that the world, and my life, is ultimately for good.
On acid I tend to feel that life is ultimately pessimistic, but on MDA I felt that the world, and my life, is ultimately for good.
I kept thinking to myself the famous Bill Hicks line, “It’s all just a ride.”
We had a great time, and by the time I started coming down I was very tired, so I went home and slept for around 10 hours. I think I slept through most of the MDA “down” I normally feel. In the past when I’m coming down, all I want is more MDMA, because the harsh reality makes me really depressed.
It’s been nearly 24 hours since I took the MDA, and I feel a little depressed, but I find that yoga meditation really helps with the sadness I get coming down. I love MDxx style drugs and am certain I will take them many more times in the future. MDA is like a hybrid of acid and MDMA for me. Making sure I am in a loving, supportive environment greatly enhances the experience, as does having plenty of time of relax and cope with the sometimes harsh come down.
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