Citation: big daddy bray bray. "The Perfect Sedative: An Experience with Olanzapine, Mirtazapine & Cannabis (exp68322)". Erowid.org. Jun 3, 2021. erowid.org/exp/68322
Ok I think I should start with my history with drugs. Iíve ingested alcohol, diazepam, olanzapine, temazepam, tramadol, codeine, morphine, heroin, amphetamine, Ritalin, Avanza, MDMA, MDA, LSA and LSD, and featly (what I thought was featly but most likely heroin cut with glucose), magic mushiest, cocaine, examine, dam and a whole plantation of weed I have smoked in my lifetime (nearly everyday for many years smoking through a bucket, or gravity bong I think you Americans call it, us Australians call it a bucket)
My first experience with olanzapine was a blissful experience, Iíve never had a sedative work so profoundly. Having a father who served in Vietnam and exposed to agent orange I am sure had some effects on my neurochemistry, I suffer from ADHD, not the bouncing off the walls aggressive type, but the inactive/inattentive kind, so nearly every single sedative/tranquilizer Iíve ingested never EVER worked until olanzapine, even alcohol doesnít depress me, it just makes me nauseous. But this particular day taking 4x 10mg of lillies, 1x 30 mg Avanza and waiting for the buzz to come along I smoked 8 buckets of stinky stinky sticky hydro. After that sesh the effects of the depressants were definitely kicking in after about 30-40 minutes. Not just the pleasant psychedelic buzz of weed but a deep, trance like state just looking around the room and tripping on all the patterns on my white painted room, with a distortion of time, it felt like hours were going past but it has only been a couple of minutes, quite similar to the time distortion on acid.
After about 1 hour and a half my eyes were very difficult to keep open, almost like someone glued fake eyelashes on my eyelids made of lead. So I decided to smoke another sesh to wake me up, so I smoked another 7 cones in my bucket and it seemed to add a very hallucinogenic experience after that. My eyes were still very heavy, but every time I opened them I was confronted with many many patterns of blue and purple spots, that would swirl around and make familiar silhouettes of people and objects I knew. Very similar to smoking cones after a trip on ecstasy and seeing the shadow people come out, or a trip on LSA. I found no downside from this night, no negative feelings, no anxiety as I usually have with hallucinogens. After about 2 more hours of this I felt it was time to give into temptation to sleep, but with closed eyes trying to sleep the closed eye visuals were amazing. Making patterns and objects that I never wouldíve expected a simple anti-psychotic, some weed and anti-depressant would do.
The next day I had no hangover but still everything looked very odd. I would recommend anybody who likes depressants without the downside should try this drug at 20mg or you will just fall asleep after 1 and a half hours, Iíve already got a big tolerance to most things so 40mg was my level. And just remember NOT to drive while under the influence of any drug. And if I take too much and feel sleepy I just have a strong cup of coffee or some no-doze tablets, it works like narcan on heroin junkies, it will take me out of the sleep zone, and once I pass the need to sleep the rest of the night will be awesome.
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