Why Is There Something, Instead of Nothing?
Citation:   Bowdean M. "Why Is There Something, Instead of Nothing?: An Experience with Ketamine (exp72154)". Erowid.org. Dec 27, 2018. erowid.org/exp/72154

500 mg   Ketamine
Ketamine and the Future

'So WHY is there something,......instead of Nothing?' the internal voice asked. This was the response I received well looking all around me, intensely aware of the molecular bonds holding all the forms in the room together, all surging with the same mysterious force that permeates my own body.

'Its like......' was about as profound a voiced opinion of my own I could muster.

This was back when I first started doing Ketamine. After the first few times, I could HARDLY believe it. That here lay at my whim, a white powder, that when ingested, gave me such a unique vantage point as to view the always present in your face Mystery of existence.

'So WHY is there something,.....instead of nothing?'

Oh my goodness!! Its so simple, isn't it?

Ketamine brought me back, thru all of time, back as far as I could go, a witness to the complex story of directed photonic molecular bonds, from beginning to present. Showed me the great white light of consciousness at the beginning, that is still flowing thru me here and now.

I remember being ecstatic for months as the revelations began to pour thru me
I remember being ecstatic for months as the revelations began to pour thru me

All humans will have 'The Well Being Of All and everyone' as their cornerstone. And the way to achieve this, is to eradicate CONFLICT.


For Conflict is not a personal dilemma, to be filtered by the individual, causing drama and giving rise to more conflict, but instead conflict upon this planet is an entity unto itself. To eradicate conflict, the people will begin to meet, face to face, with open hearts and absolute honesty without prejudice. When this is done, the conflict that lay between people will be exposed and we can work together to be gone with it.


and this will precede with a snowball effect, Conflict will actually be sought after, chased to all sides of the Earth, as humans realize and achieve the potential that is flowing within. Looking at one another, we will see the angel within, and our goal will be none other then our highest ideals as to create heaven.

Well, this is where Ketamine has brought me. Sometimes I think that as humans, we are really just starting out, and what is to come is beyond almost what we can imagine as far as greatness combined with awarness is concerned.

Exp Year: 2008ExpID: 72154
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Dec 27, 2018Views: 939
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