Citation: Allen. "Chain From the Seams: An Experience with Salvia divinorum (15x extract) (exp72190)". Erowid.org. Nov 20, 2019. erowid.org/exp/72190
I have been debating on getting a Salvia clone for some time now. Last weekend I tried some enhanced leaf (25mg), got a little body surge and some chuckles. That was it. Kind of felt it was a mild herb at best. I had tried it several times when I was younger. I would smoke bowl after bowl of some crappy shwag salvia and nothing psycadelic. This day I took some 15x and mixed it with just a little Salvia leaf
I took some 15x and mixed it with just a little Salvia leaf
(which the day before was used and I was blown away by the effect that I got and packed a relatively small bowl. I layed down and inhaled the whole bowl with one breath and held it in my lungs. Blowing out I had some predestination thoughts. About 2min. later it hits me, completely seamless from the reality I was just in.
At first I was pulled backwards into this realm, this place of transition. Vastly dark with great auras of light that made up entities. One in particular, a certain female voice wise with the ages. Saying to me something of that they had been waiting to get me. Like they had been expecting me in particular. This place was not recognizable of the living room I had smoked one hit of the Lady Herb. I shook myself and was able to see my friend, who was sitting with/for me. I told him strange working were in the seams, or so I tried. I feel that I have something connected to my right side, maybe my right leg. And I jump to my feet. At the time of first talking to my friend I was out of the seams and could narrowly make out surroundings of my house. I believe the narrow view was from the sheer panic of the entity and setting I had just encountered, not to mention the rail/wire/connective chord attached to my right leg, pulsating with the most incredible electric like energy surging through out my body. This chord had all sorts of writings, undistinguishable to my eyes. I have seen this writing in the seams and from natural sources of light in many magic journeys (psilo.).
As I had jumped up, I made my way to the kitchen door in hopes to make it outside and get this buzzing chain off of me. Maybe outrun its length. As I was passing into the kitchen I saw my friend standing in the hallway door to the outside. I looked at him not as my longtime friend, but as a being I had no idea on why or what his purpose was in this current state of being. I ask him, hopeful he is a merciful being, if we are allowed to go outside. He says yes, and at this point I still do not recognize that it is bizarre to ask someone if we were allowed to go outside. Or that I had this link attached me (it definitely was disturbing, just not in the sense of normal reality acceptance).
I made it outside, avoiding my herb pots on the back porch. When I hit the grass my walk was labored and panic'd. I had realized that distance wasn't the answer. This thing goes on forever. Now I here my friend call my name, now recognizing him as my friend. And he is on my porch. What the hell, I'm thinking. I now understand that I am outside and people might think me weird and report me out of ignorance. I try to turn and head towards my friend who is about 40 ft away. But as with several other Lady Herb experience, I was not able to turn to my right
as with several other Lady Herb experience, I was not able to turn to my right
, nor was I able to turn bout face. Turning to the left required me to walk an elongated circle to get about face. Like having to walk half the circumference (the outside) of a decent size circle. After coming to face the direction I needed to go, I made my way back. Still feeling the buzzing encrypted chain but to a much lesser degree, and no longer actually looking at it. Walking back into the house I start to converse with my friend. Still not fully rid of the energy buzz in my side. We start to talk about the event, even though I was still pretty put of it. The whole lapsed time was aprox. 10 min. intense, 5 min. Warped sort of come around, 1hr. lingering daze come down completely and feel extra clear and positive.
My friend told me later that when I had jumped up that I was claiming that 'they' were trying to get me. Trying to pull me in. Although this could sound bad/scary, it was not. I am a person who has seen his fair amount of realities melt and possibility open up. This was a new feeling to me and I fled. Out of ignorance. And this is the stuff of wisdom for me. I will go back. Next time I will try to stay laying back and in the seams. Listen to what these entities have say. For I'm sure there are astro physically lessons to be taught. Information of ignorance on human part. Spiritual adventure, Allen
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