Citation: Kerisell. "Overwhelming Bliss, Sick Feeling, Awful Comedown: An Experience with MDMA & Alcohol (exp72834)". Erowid.org. Nov 21, 2019. erowid.org/exp/72834
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It was a warm July day. I had eaten a small peanut butter sandwich and consumed about 2 bottles of water prior to consumption.
Around 6:00 pm (Tuesday) I took one molly capsule. The capsule itself was a clear oversized pill filled with a brown powder. I purchased it for a steep $35.00. Afterwards I watched about an hour of TV and drove over to a near by park. Some of my friends had gathered there to smoke weed. I thought it would be slick to not share my roll with them until it became obvious. I had brought a large bottle of water in case I felt dehydrated from the heat. I also had some chewing gum in case of a bad jaw clench.
7:30 to my dismay I feel no effects at all. There was no significant mood lift or unique sensation of any kind. I let my buddies know that I should be rolling and after many pupil examinations they determined that nothing was out of the ordinary.
9:00 I was very fed up with the quality and decided to give up on rolling. I was having a house party and opted to drink several twisted teas. 7 to be exact...It was a very poor decision that really corrupted my judgment. My boyfriend suggested that I not give up on rolling. I had one more molly capsule left. I decided to take that one as well.
20 seconds later the feeling became overwhelming. Right after consumption I was finishing up in the bathroom. As I turned the doorknob my knees almost completely gave out. I crawled to the nearest couch. I laid face down rubbing every fiber of the fabric. I was alone in that particular room and began to wonder if anyone would see me looking like an idiot.
20min later. The madness continued and I actually began to slightly trip. I considered that I might actually be feeling the atoms of the molecules that made up the fabric on the couch. Many profound ideas soared in my head. Soon I felt mildly paralyzed. My brain was functioning to where I could hear people talking around me but did not care to move. Each motion felt too good. I was brought to almost tears with a slight twitch or chill.
10:20 pm. Iím still rolling around on the same couch. My boyfriend is extremely worried. It was very hard for me to speak or hold any conversation. I didnít feel drunk, I felt very detached and overly comfortable. The sensations were so new. I had no idea how to deal with them. My jaw was clenching so tightly that my cheek was bleeding. I began to grind my teeth with enough pressure to grind bone. I was furiously grabbing tissues and shoving them into both sides of my mouth chipmunk-style. This was the only thing that I could think of to prevent more grinding as fast as possible. Gum made me nauseas. I had taken xtc several times before but never pure MDMA. This was the first teeth grinding experience I have ever experienced.
11:00 pm The feeling is becoming sickening. The sensations were way too much to handle. I gathered enough energy to bolt to the bathroom to vomit. I leaned in...and nothing. I couldnít do it. Although I felt incredibly nauseas vomiting just wasnít happening. My boyfriend rubbed my back to make me feel better and not so sick.
11:20pm My sickness magically vanished without vomiting at all. I stood up and said goodbye to a few lingering party guests. For the next few hours I watched TV with 2 good friends and felt GREAT. The feeling was very similar to other rolls.
4:30 am (Wednesday) I finally dozed off to sleep.
2:00pm (Wednesday) the following day. I have no mood lift or depression. Everything is back to normal. I continue with my life as usual.
6:0pm (Thursday). I am struck with a horrible feeling. My mood plunges down to a mess of stressful oblivion. For the next 2 hours I feel like complete shit. I call up my boyfriend for support but even he can't save me. Work turns to hell and I almost walk out during my shift. I begin to regret every taking molly at all.
8:00pm the mood has subsided and the experience is finally over.
The roll was not completely enjoyable. Taking 2 might have been a lot more pleasurable if I had not consumed alcohol. I can not bring myself to ever take molly again. The sick feeling and awful comedown were enough to divert me away forever.
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