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Confessions of an Irregular User
Cocaine
by StumpOut
Citation:   StumpOut. "Confessions of an Irregular User: An Experience with Cocaine (exp73541)". Erowid.org. May 19, 2020. erowid.org/exp/73541

 
DOSE:
0.5 mg oral Pharms - Clonazepam (daily)
    repeated insufflated Cocaine (powder / crystals)

BODY WEIGHT: 175 lb


Confessions of an Irregular Cocaine User

Cocaine. Where to begin? Firstly I am a male in my early 20s, in fairly good shape. My life with mind altering substances first started when I was 13-14. To sum it up shortly, since then I have become a regular pot smoker quite experienced with LSD, Mushrooms, DMT, Research Chemicals (2c-e, 2c-b, 4-aco-dmt), various anti-depressants (prescribed on and off through my teenage years: effexor, paxil, celexa, lexapro, cymbalta). Other prescription drugs include adderall, ambien, lunesta, klonopin, xanax, halcion, oxycodone, hydrocodone, hydromorphone and of course codeine.

The only prescription medication I am currently taking regularly is klonopin.
The only prescription medication I am currently taking regularly is klonopin.
I take it for anxiety, although I am slightly suspiciousit is now a symptom of being addicted to the drug, therefore every morning I must take at least .5mg.

It was not until I was 18 that I first tried cocaine. I was not very impressed. For some reason, smoking cannabis has no effects (other than increased heart rate) whatsoever for a few hours after cocaine use.
For some reason, smoking cannabis has no effects (other than increased heart rate) whatsoever for a few hours after cocaine use.
For that reason alone I never was very much 'into' cocaine, I was a pothead and wanted to get stoned.

For a few years I continued life as a pothead, getting into acid and DMT. 'Opening the Head'. Using cocaine never occured to me until I started a new job, every employee (even the boss) having a slight cocaine habit. I got reintroduced to cocaine when a coworker invited me over to his house. We did some lines and I found a new interest in cocaine. Still I never used regularly. My reasons for usage were simple, amount of cash I had and ease of obtaining the product. If those two simple variables coincided with each other, a weekend of blowing lines was inevitable.

I myself can not even say why I seek to use cocaine, it isn't very enjoyable. A fleeting euphoria followed by a dreaded hollow of wanting more.

Currently I have 3 small lines in my nose, with half an hour of time passed since the last one. I planned to clean my apartment, but now I find myself surfing the web and watching the discovery channel. My heart is pounding harder, my brain feels wired, there is a persistent fluid coming out of my left nostril and I want another line.

For the sake of writing an experience report, I shall do another line and describe the effects as they come on.

2:33 - The line goes up my left nostril. The size was 1/4' wide by 1.5' long. Immediatly there is a burning sensation that goes up through my sinuses, but quickly subsides. The smell is vinegary and the burn is unusual, uncommon to most of the stuff I get.

2:35 - I am starting to feel the 'glow'. My eyes feel heavy and my brain feels dreamy. Writing this is a pleasure, I think about another line.

2:37 - Did another line, a tad smaller then the last. Same nostril. I now feel a warmth within my limbs. I also feel very strung out. I am surprised I haven't had another bowel movement. That is one common theme whenever I use cocaine, marathon toilet usage.

2:39 - Strange these differences in headstate are coming on in two minute intervals. I just had a fleeting feeling of bliss. This cocaine is either not very good, or I am not doing enough. My vote is not very good.

There is not much more to report. I am stimulated and shaky. I hold off on doing more anytime soon to avoid an exagerrated crash. The drip is still going out my nostril, not to the back of my throat. I am getting distracted and now must use the bathroom.

Exp Year: 2008ExpID: 73541
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: May 19, 2020Views: 469
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