Warm Synthetic Love with a Hint of Studying
Amphetamines (Adderall)
Citation:   Rearanged. "Warm Synthetic Love with a Hint of Studying: An Experience with Amphetamines (Adderall) (exp73973)". Erowid.org. Nov 6, 2023. erowid.org/exp/73973

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30 mg insufflated Amphetamines (powder / crystals)
  T+ 10:00 15 mg oral Amphetamines (powder / crystals)
  T+ 10:00 16 oz oral Coffee  
I've tried Amphetamines before, but never by itself. I used it last year so I could party all night without blacking out or getting tired. Since then, I hadn't even thought about using it again, until recently. My roommate got a prescription for Adderol over the summer and showed it to me a day or two after we got back. I knew it was sometimes used to study with, but I had never used it for the sole purpose of studying.

A few weeks into school, I realized I was standing at the foot of a mountain of work. I had to read chapter after chapter in all of my classes, the sheer thought of where to start was absolutely frustrating. Instead of getting started on all the work I had to do, I walked into the living room and joined my roommates in front of the tv and started bitching about the work I had to do, and what little time I had to do it. At this point, my roommate with the adderol looked at me and offered me one of his pills. I gladly accepted the pill along with one other, just in case.

I emptied the capsule onto my desk and began crushing the little round balls that filled it and turned it into a nice little line on my desk. I had never snorted anything before, but my roommate assured me this was the best and fastest method of use. I wasn't a big fan of it and I probably won't snort anything ever again, but I didn't feel anything right away. I decided to go in my room and prepare my materials for the night, still no effects yet. I sat down in front of my computer and began surfing the internet like every other college student when we're bored. I brought up Facebook and noticed I had a few people comment on my wall and it brought me more joy than usual, I felt the need to write them back right that moment!

Noticing how detailed and carefully written my replies to my friends were, I figured it must be the drug taking effect. I moved myself over to my books and in an instant I categorized them in order of importance, from test and quiz dates, and how much reading I had to do. I got out my Interpreting Literature book and began reading the three stories that we had to read for the next days quiz. I flew through them within 45 minutes and was so incredibly into each and every story, taking in every possible detail and becoming very empathetic with the characters in the stories.

While laying on my bed reading I noticed I became very warm and felt like I was in love. I have a girlfriend, but I would say we're 'in love'. But I'll be damned if I didn't feel it while I was under the effects of adderol. I finished my stories quickly and moved onto my Communication Concepts book, reading the chapter we were assigned to read. After that I realized an hour had passed since I had taken the drug and decided it was a ripe moment for a study break.

I stood up and stretched, which felt amazing, and looked for something to hold my attention. I realized that I wasn't getting anything done and I started to feel anxious, so I sat down at my computer and brought up MS Word. I started writing about my past relationships, my summer, all the crazy shit my friends and I got into, and my run-ins with the law. I started writing between 12 and 1, I didn't stop until 8:45 that morning. Realizing that I had written all night, received no sleep, and barely got any of the work I wanted to do finished, I took the second pill out and poured it out onto my desk and with my student ID I separate the pile into two piles. Took one of the halves and put it into a piece of toilet paper and parachuted it.

I grabbed my shit for class and began walking, feeling the second dose hit me as I neared the building my class was held in. As I walked in and found a seat, I was so jittery. I couldn't stop looking around, my attention would bounce from professor to a random person, back to the professor and all around me again. I thought everyone knew I was speeding, and I couldn't control my cool. I decided to pull out my cell phone and start texting people I talk to about drugs and told them I was tweaking hardcore and that I was trying to hold my attention to the phone and keep my eyes from darting from one person to the next.

The class finally ended, I got up and walked to the coffee shop inside of our library. Coffee has a way of calming me down. I don't know if it's the warmth or the smell, but I always seem to mellow out with a cup of coffee despite the caffeine. I purchased a cup and walked to my next class, drinking as I went. Finishing the 16 ounces nearly 15 minutes into the class. I remember my heart fluttering wildly and I started to get worried that the extra bit of caffeine was going to put my heart over the edge.

The professor had me completely engrossed into what he was saying, which was a good thing because it kept my mind off of the fluttering in my chest and the rate at which thoughts were pumping through my brain.
The professor had me completely engrossed into what he was saying, which was a good thing because it kept my mind off of the fluttering in my chest and the rate at which thoughts were pumping through my brain.
The class finally ended and I went to lunch, I made myself eat half of a wrap they make down at the union and I drank a bottle of water. I figured I had better keep myself hydrated because I was pissing what seemed like every half hour to an hour. I came back to my room and sat down in front of my computer trying to listen to calm music to keep my heart rate down and calm myself down. It was failing miserably, so I went out into the living room and started playing Grand Theft Auto 4 to distract my thoughts and keep myself from getting worked up. It seemed to work and I played until I had to go to my last class of the day.

I went to the class, hammered through the quiz we had that day and started talking to the girl who sits behind me. We had been friends from the previous year and we occasionally smoked together and we'd sell her Adderol as well. As soon as I started talking to her she laughed and could tell I was speeding hardcore. Talking to her about it made me feel better and I seemed to calm down and I felt less jittery and was able to calm my mind at least.

We left class and my roommate called me to go get something to eat at the dining hall with our neighbors. Normally, I would have said no, but I didn't want to go back to the room yet and I felt like socializing so I decided to go despite the fact that I wasn't hungry. I felt like we were so close and even though we had just met this year, I was starting to enjoy the fact that they are our neighbors despite the fact that I had hated them only 12 hours beforehand.

We left and I went back to the room and sat down at my computer, I could feel the effects of the adderall slowly start to wear off. I surfed around the internet looking for something to catch my attention, but everything was slowing down and felt boring. I looked down at the clock and it said 2:46, and I officially declared that the start of my crash. I finished up and said bye to people on aol; eventually making my way towards my bed. I just felt a bit tired and run down. I pulled my sheets over me and rested my head on the pillow and it all felt so good and I fell asleep until around 6:30-7:00 when our neighbors invited us back out to dinner and I decided to go, because by this time I was hungry.

I made friends, aced tests, and wrote stories after story while speeding. I know I'll do it again.

Happy speeding!

Exp Year: 2008ExpID: 73973
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Nov 6, 2023Views: 36
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