Citation: SuperMan. "What a Difference the Dealer Makes: An Experience with Cocaine (exp74008)". Erowid.org. Jun 16, 2020. erowid.org/exp/74008
Most of my experiences with cocaine have been lackluster, unenjoyable times. Extreme tenseness, irritability and lack of any 'euphoria' have left me wondering why I even use this substance on a semi-regular basis. Well tonight answered those questions.
I had just finished cleaning and was very exhausted when a friend of mine let me know he had some cocaine. This was unusual, as this friend does not sell drugs very often anymore. The only times he will is when the product is top of the line and the right price. So I got myself to his place and bought a gram. I did a line at his place and was quite pleased, no burn, no tenseness. Oh and euphoria! I only did a small line, but the euphoria was there. This is nothing like the 'coke' I have been doing lately.
I got home and proceeded to do several lines spaced out over time. After about 10 minutes is when I'd feel peak effects, it is also when my nose starts to run. What I feel is pure power, mental clarity, stimulation, euphoria and a general feeling of well being. The nagging urge to do another line right away is not present. It has been 2 hours and forty minutes since my first line, 10 minutes since my last. In previous experience with cocaine of lower quality, I would feel like an absolute wasteland. Void of any emotion, motivation. I would just want to be huddled alone in silence doing the rest until it ran out. Not with this stuff. I feel the same as the first line, and no hint of negative feelings are apparent. For the sake of making this a true report, it is time for the daily timeline:
12pm - I took 2.5mg of klonopin (prescribed) as I am facing some anxiety. Within half an hour I am at rest cruising the internet. My friend calls and asks if I want to come with him to go pick up some construction supplies. The thought of a nice car ride sounded good, so I agreed and off we went.
6pm - We get back to my friends house and proceed to smoke some high quality cannabis and clean the place top to bottom. I had a beer or two during the process.
930pm - I start to yawn and get tired. I leave my buddy's place and get the call that my other friend has some cocaine. I go over to his place immediatly to get a bag.
10pm-12am - I proceed to do lines at home. Generally feeling groovy, happy. Stimulated in a good way.
12am - Did the last line for the night. I forget to mention I took 1200mcg of melatonin at 11pm. It has been two minutes since the last line and I feel another wave of euphoria. I begin to think why I have been using so much cocaine in the past month. I quite enjoy snorting oxycontin, but I also realize its gigantic addictive potential. Also, I tend to feel a very deep depression the day after using oxycontin. The price of it, and general lack of having any direct contacts, keeps me from overdoing it.
However, I believe I enjoy the aspect of snorting something. For so much less money I can get so much more powder with coke. I can satisfy my snorting urges with more bang for my buck. But the high from 500mg of low quality cocaine has nothing on the high of 20mg (low tolerance) of oxycontin.
This coke is a whole different story. I haven't even finished a 3rd of the gram, and I am flying high. Euphoria with no tenseness. No feelings of being uncomfortable. No inability to feel emotion or pleasure.
Well the melatonin is starting to kick in and my eyes are becoming heavy.
Not all coke is a crappy tense experience.
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