Heaven or Hell
2C-B
Citation: sir gillium. "Heaven or Hell: An Experience with 2C-B (exp74538)". Erowid.org. Mar 21, 2020. erowid.org/exp/74538
DOSE: |
repeated | oral | Alcohol - Beer/Wine | (liquid) |
180 ug | LSD | (blotter / tab) | ||
oral | MDMA | (pill / tablet) | ||
repeated | inhaled | Nitrous Oxide | (gas) | |
20 mg | insufflated | 2C-B | (powder / crystals) |
BODY WEIGHT: | 140 lb |
By the time we left the club I had intense open and closed eyed visuals, my field of vision was obstructed by loud and colorfull patterns. When we got to the roof top the party continued, we blared the techno and took hits of nitrouse while we looked over the balcony viewing the city lights. It wasn't long before me and my buddy wanted to step the experience up a notch, so we went into the bathroom and each snorted about 20 miligrams of 2C-B. I didn't think anything of it at the time I had consumed alot more then just small doseage of 20 miligrams in the past, but little did I know that things were about to turn for the worst. When I got outside I immediately picked up a pair of glow sticks and started raveing but got tired pretty fast. So I sat down and hit some more nitrouse while I watched my friends spin fire but something didn't feel right after that last whip it.
I started to get in my head as the colofull visuals and patterns got more intense, and I found myself thinking that life wasn't worth living anymore and it would be so easy to just jump off the top of the building and fly for a very short time until I hit the ground. My girlfriend could tell that something was wrong so she took me inside the work out room so I could laydown and talk to her about what was going on. All of a sudden I didn't recognize her and thought she was a cop, then as I looked around the room I saw millions of cops. In panic I threw a lifting weight through a $2,000 window (that in the near future I would have to pay for) because I was planning on running through the window and jumping off the roof. My girlfriend stopped me when the window broke and took me into the stair well with my friend.
I was out of it at that point, I had no sence of reality, what I thought was going on was that the ambulance came and got me and they were trying to revive me by jolting my heart with electricity (my friend tells me that at the time my heart was jumping out of my chest). Then everything went black, I heard the mortician talking about my death as he rolled me down the halls on the cart.
After blacking out for awhile I was back in the stairwell but this time my girlfriend was god and my buddy was the devil and they were argueing about whether I was going to heaven or hell. I held my girlfriend begging her for forgiveness for acouple of hours but I was so brain dead at the time that the words couldn't come out, I couldn't form sentences or speak any kind of logic at all. Then two people I didn't no went with me and my girlfriend as we were in the elevator, I thought they were demonds taking me down to the bottomless pits of hell. As we were walking through the fancy landscapeing outside of the building I thought I was walking through the valley of death. Surely enough they just gave us a ride back to our car, on the way home I had sometime to sober up but still thought my gilfriend was God takeing me to heaven, until I was able to explain my bad experience to her and she reasured me she was not.
Exp Year: 2008 | ExpID: 74538 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: Not Given | |
Published: Mar 21, 2020 | Views: 1,009 |
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