Love vs. Fear, a Therapeutical Trance-Dance
MDMA
Citation: Aloysius. "Love vs. Fear, a Therapeutical Trance-Dance: An Experience with MDMA (exp75556)". Erowid.org. Jul 11, 2019. erowid.org/exp/75556
DOSE: |
50 mg | sublingual | MDMA | (powder / crystals) |
BODY WEIGHT: | 58 kg |
I dance, and suddenly the world dims and increases in intensity at the same time. Oh lord I think, me too? A voiceless voice is heard, emanating from inside me, and I detach from my surroundings. While the music thumps and pounds on relentlessly I see others around me dance in slow-motion, lasers sweeping at half-speed over their twisting, raging bodies. I close my eyes and let the drug -- or is this my subconscious delivering guidance? -- take over.
I close my eyes and let the drug -- or is this my subconscious delivering guidance? -- take over.
I open my eyes to look up at the DJ, the controller, God incarnate.
He / it knows and so do I. There is no good or bad, no right or wrong anymore. There is just fear and love. Letting go versus not-letting go. And then, I let go. The dance obliterated me.
Exp Year: 2008 | ExpID: 75556 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: Not Given | |
Published: Jul 11, 2019 | Views: 577 |
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