EMIT Urine Drug Testing & Contemplating Sucide
DXM
Citation: NVB. "EMIT Urine Drug Testing & Contemplating Sucide: An Experience with DXM (exp7586)". Erowid.org. Mar 31, 2003. erowid.org/exp/7586
DOSE: |
720 mg | oral | DXM | (liquid) |
BODY WEIGHT: | 200 lb |
On a side note, I felt very detached from the world and my life that night, and calmly contemplated suicide and the effects and ramifications that would have on others in my life. I didn't feel sad or unhappy, in fact I didn't feel anything. I recall deciding that now was not the time, but that later in life I should do just that. I do not have a hx of depression or suicidal ideation, and the next day was very disturbed to think about how much of my trip had focused on me ending my life. There were no external stimuli that could have given me the idea (movies, music, etc.). I decided to stop using DXM more from this seeming threat to my life rather than the threat of a false positive drug test.
Exp Year: 2001 | ExpID: 7586 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: Not Given | |
Published: Mar 31, 2003 | Views: 16,960 |
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DXM (22), Drug Testing (59) : General (1), Alone (16) |
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