Citation: John. "Persisting Confusion and Other Effects: An Experience with Cannabis (exp7597)". Erowid.org. Sep 27, 2002. erowid.org/exp/7597
I have had the same experience as Jon
when he wrote 'Bad Trip'. I used to be a heavy user until got caught. I am 15 and recently had started using zoloft for anxiety and it seemed to work but at the same time I also started using bud heavily. Alomost everyday after school for about two weeks. Everyday I would smoke about 5 bowls with a freind. But now it feels like im still in a mild high. Like a phsycosis. its really hard to explain how I feel. I see things diffeently and I think differently but I know whats going on. It feels like I'm out of reality yet I know where I am and I know whats going on. I dont know if its a combination of puberty, cannabis, and zoloft but it is really starting to scare me because I know that other people have the same problem. But I like it because im not as anxious as I used to be. I still act normal and I asked my family if they have noticed a change in me in the past 2 months or so and they said they havent.
I havent smoked for about a month now and im still feeling it. Sometimes I feel I am in a state on confusion but it quickly goes away and it sometimes feels im coming down from a high but comes back later. I want my normal life back. Also I have noticed that I do tasks without complaining. For example, if my parents ask me to do something I used to complain and linger about the fact that I have to do this or I could be doing something else and would even look for ways to get out of it. Now I just do it with no complaints. But I think that is the zoloft working. Its really hard to tell.
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