Never Again
Alprazolam & Alcohol
Citation:   buckwheat123. "Never Again: An Experience with Alprazolam & Alcohol (exp79306)". Erowid.org. Feb 4, 2021. erowid.org/exp/79306

 
DOSE:
    Alcohol (liquid)
      Pharms - Alprazolam (pill / tablet)
BODY WEIGHT: 210 lb
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I had tried valium, xanax and ambien many times over the years. I would buy it in mexico and never abused it until just recently. I have done a lot of different drugs and I have had some pretty major side effects but I feel that high doses of xanax + alcohol has been the most dangerous for me. I have abused on two occasions and I hope that I am not dumb enough to do it a 3rd time. First, I get very bad black outs. After one episode, I had placed a chair in the bathroom and I had also brought a small toaster into my bedroom. I have no idea why or what I did with either one. I have to admit that the xanax and alcohol feels good but I lose all rational thought and do things like drive impaired which I would never do with just alcohol in my system. The last episode I was so very impaired and knew it but there was no fear or worry that it was wrong to be driving in that state. I am so glad that did not get into an accident or get arrested. Any cop that would have watched me drive for a few seconds probably would have known. Once I run out and have to come down and got panic attacks and very depressed. These are things that I normally do not have issues with. The combo is just to strong and have never felt so out of of control. I just hope that I am not dumb enough to repeat the mistake again.

Exp Year: 2009ExpID: 79306
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Feb 4, 2021Views: 1,013
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Pharms - Alprazolam (98), Alcohol (61) : Combinations (3), Difficult Experiences (5), Train Wrecks & Trip Disasters (7), Various (28)

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