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I Started Moaning and Cursing and Screaming
Salvia divinorum
Citation:   skhater bast. "I Started Moaning and Cursing and Screaming: An Experience with Salvia divinorum (exp79318)". Erowid.org. Jul 11, 2019. erowid.org/exp/79318

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DOSE:
1 hit smoked Salvia divinorum (extract - 10x)
BODY WEIGHT: 177 lb
I was in my friends truck with a group of people and I didn't know they had salvia on them and they offered me some and I said no way!! There like 'come on' then they packed the bowl for me and they said just take this it won't even do anything to you
they said just take this it won't even do anything to you
just make you laugh, so I grabbed it and lite it up.

I took one hoot then they said more!! So I took another one and held it in for 10 seconds then I breathed it out and instantly my vision was haywired, I was like 'Holy fuck' then there like 'are you feeling it?' then I felt my mind splitting from reality which was by far the scariest thing I have ever felt then I curled up in to a little ball and started screaming my lungs out, and everyones like holy shit is he ok? Then I went absolutly beserk! I don't remember doing this obviously, they just said this is what happened! They said I started moaning and cursing and screaming then they said I was trying to rip out my jaw:S all I remember is being stuck in another realm that felt like an eternity and I was hearing laughing and I felt entrapment!

And as soon as I started coming out of this trip I saw everyone standing out side the truck scared of me:( and then I felt like that was only a dream this can't have possibly have happened, this cannot be real. Then I felt STRONG feelings of suicide because I was so scared!!! I never thought that would ever happen to me or that could ever happen cause it felt so FUCKED!! Like holy SHIT!!!!!!! I can't even explain how I felt I was just completley gone from reality! I was lost!!!

Exp Year: 2009ExpID: 79318
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Jul 11, 2019Views: 77
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