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I Think Completely Different Now
Citation:   oldboy. "I Think Completely Different Now: An Experience with Risperidone (exp80473)". Erowid.org. Feb 20, 2019. erowid.org/exp/80473

4 mg oral Pharms - Risperidone (daily)
The Drug Changes You

I have had little schizo like episodes throughout my life, all the doctors would do was change my meds. I got a little older, stopped taking the meds, then moved out of state.

Everything was completely fine for the first 5 months or so, but after that I kept getting worst. I think it was because all the books I read, movies I watched, and the research on my family tree. I thought maybe there is something more to life beyond us. So I started connecting everything. I cant really explain what I was thinking back then, because I think completely different now, thanks to risperidone.... I took it for the first three months, then I moved so I stopped taking it, without doctors approve. I dont like doctors. And still havent taking to for months with the same effects as if I were still on them.

Basicly since taking it, my thought process has changed, basically everything has. I am not who I used to be, only by image. My old friends dont even know me anymore.

I wish I had never taking this med.

Well maybe not, if I had the time and skill, I would write the best book ever with all the crazy crazy shit I thought. I have ideas for mindfucking blowing movies, the kind that are yet to be. I hate being before my time...

Exp Year: 2008ExpID: 80473
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Feb 20, 2019Views: 2,866
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Pharms - Risperidone (253) : Retrospective / Summary (11), Medical Use (47), Not Applicable (38)

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