DOSE: T+ 0:00	1 tablet	oral	MDMA	(pill / tablet)
T+ 2:00	1 tablet	oral	MDMA	(pill / tablet)
T+ 3:00	.5 tablets	oral	LSD	(blotter / tab)
T+ 5:00		smoked	Cannabis	(plant material)

BODY WEIGHT:

68 kg

My girlfriend and I had been to a huge dance party in Sydney. We were with a large group of friends. We dropped ecstasy, at the party at about midnight. At 2am, we drop another ecstasy. At about 3am we dropped a 1/2 tab of acid. dosage unknown.

About 5am we go home, deciding to skip the after parties. We have a joint when we get home to power down, to get some sleep. We get into bed and try to go to sleep. We realise we can't sleep, start to nuzzle, get horny, unsure that the ecstasy will let me get an erection but at this point we are beyond knowing or caring. We start to fuck, so far so normal.

What I will always remember is what I saw as I began to orgasm. I saw myself floating above a white winter forest. In flashes I saw where I really was and my girlfriend beneath me. The flashed stopped happening. At this point I was above the white forest. I came, the world exploded into an ice storm, ice crystals exploding outward from me.

I will never forget this vision - extraordinary and never since experienced. I was flying and exploding at the same time. Somehow, I ended up in my girlfriend's arms. She commented that it was obvious I had been somewhere else. I described to her my experience. She was jealous.

I have tried to replicate it with same sequence of drugs, no success. I would give almost anything, except my life, to experience it again. Now, at 48, with 2 children, attempting to repeat the sequence is clearly not an option - not because I am afraid of dying, but because my family is so evidently a better option.

I am not sure what this experience means to you, I don't care. I am just happy to share it with you.

Exp Year: 1995	ExpID: 80870
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 34
Published: Jun 4, 2020	Views: 807
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