DOSE:

40 - 160 mg

insufflated

Oxycodone

(ground / crushed)

BODY WEIGHT:

100 lb

[Erowid Note: Because opiate use can lead to significant tolerance (requiring higher doses for the same effects), the dose used by a first time user is significantly smaller than that used by a regular user. It can be extremely dangerous to choose ones dose on the basis of the amount taken by someone else. Overdoses of opiates can be fatal.]
Let me first say I love OC everything about it, even though it has majorly fucked up my life. I just go out of Jail again they wanted to through me in for 30 days but I convinced the judge with my sweet good girl face to let me go home again. I have been arrested 5 times and its not even for “Drug” charges they are all what I am willing to do to get my sweet little pills lie, cheat, and steal.

While Detoxing in jail (I was in for a week waiting to go to court) I swore this was it. I told myself “I am done”. Detox is the worst. Do you know how bad it sucks to have diarrhea in jail I am pretty sure my cellie hated me. Restlessness, chicken legs, pain everywhere which was intensified by the fact that I had a 1” so called mattress to sleep on. Then there is the constant yearning for it. And in jail there are plenty of people with the same problem and all you do is sit around talking about getting high. Yes, we all know Detox sucks let me just say to do it in jail sucks bad. I have done OC every day for 3 years now so it was really hard to go thru that.

And after all that you would think I would finally turn my back on my true love but no. I made it 6 hours went to AA on the outside and everything but I couldn’t resist. I am waiting for my Boyfriend to come back with my latest score. I started 3 years ago and that first time I snorted about 40mg and the rush of warmth hit me. Its like being held in a warm blanket by god. And than there is the itching I itch everywhere but it feels so good to scratch it. Everything is just perfect and I felt perfectly content.

After that day the chase began, the chase to find the pills and the chase to feel that way as much as possible. I developed a tolerance quickly but for the first 6 month or so I was still able to get decently high off of 80 mg. Then it began to be 160 mg to get high (which cost about $120). After about a year of daily use I just wasn’t able to obtain that warm feeling. I still felt good but not “HIGH”. So I would chase the high never quite getting there no matter how much I did. I still chase after that feeling.

After detoxing I was actually able to get high again. I can’t tell you how good it feels. I just want to feel that way all the time. I wish I could stay away from them I will probably end up back in jail because of them. But I love them more than anything. Look at me I used to be a Cheerleader with a 4.0. Now I am a 26 year old junkie and jail bird. But OC is the closest thing I have ever felt to Heaven and all my problems melt away when I'm high. That’s the great thing about drugs I don’t care that I am ruining my life when I am doing them.

Exp Year: 2006-2009	ExpID: 82222
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: 26
Published: Jan 11, 2022	Views: 721
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