Citation: Teagan. "Learning the Hard Way: An Experience with Morning Glory (exp85543)". Erowid.org. May 26, 2019. erowid.org/exp/85543
The dose described in this report is very high, potentially beyond Erowid's 'heavy' range, and could pose serious health risks or result in unwanted, extreme effects. Sometimes extremely high doses reported are errors rather than actual doses used.]
Not too long ago I ate some morning glory seeds, about 15 grams on PB & Js. I was listening to music waiting for them to come on. I was listening to Becoming Insane by Infected Mushroom and found it humorous that I was about to become insane. Suddenly I felt an intense panic, which caused me to think, what on earth have I done to myself. As soon as I lost my mind, in a way, I asked myself why did I ever think this was a good idea? God has given me a gift of a healthy mind and body, why would I want to purposely mess up my mind and body ( I got extremely sick and puked a lot). I called my mom and talked to her and told her I was sorry for all the stupid and selfish things I had done like this. I also called a friend from church and talked to him and prayed with him. I had to stay up the whole night and the next day ( which seemed endless) feeling awful and borderline panicking and in fear that I would lose my mind. This experience convinced me to never ingest a mind altering substance again. Yeah, maybe I did just have a bad trip and could do it again and be fine, but why? Why mess up my head, why risk my sanity and health? One positive thing that came out of this experience was a great humbling and also renewed gratefulness of reality. I guess I just have to learn things the hard way.
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