DOSE:	2 hits		LSD
	2 hits		MDMA
		smoked	DMT
		smoked	DMT

BODY WEIGHT:

140 lb

Well this night was magical, being the first time dropping doses and I had stacked on some rolls as well. I took my second hit of DMT after about an hour or two since the first (the 1st was perfection but not anywhere near as intense as the 2nd), I took a large hit and then ZOOM my vision just tunnels and off into the wall and I fall completely into a type of dream; but since I was awake I was completely influenced by my visual and audio environment, then it became as if the 'Real world' and reality had been completely fake(Matrix) and I was the last person to find this out. So my now 'alienated' friends show me what is capable in this unseen dimension, they start morphing themselves into unthinkable, even imperceivable mirrored shapes and colors in unimaginable visual definition. Different patterns and fractals rapidly fill the background as I begin to morph into the rest of everyone which had become everything, nothing else seemed to exist but colors and us (morphing ball shape). As I came out of the intense trip I had thought I died took almost 35 minutes to convince me otherwise.

After the experience I will say my interest in life itself, religion, death and the capabilities of humanity was peaked.

I didn't want this post to run too long so I am leaving many boring details out like how everyone around seemed somewhat deceitful and had smooth snake-like skin similar to the aliens in the feature film 'Avatar', other details such as the 'dream' world story my conscious mind invented from being exposed to my visual stimulus(friends),audio stimulus(friends words), the environment(outside sunlight), and the slightly scary confusing after effect(neardeath).

During the trip I was given an answer, and told I was 'going to be okay'. It was a thrilling and a bit scary at the same time. Although I do think I will be much more prepared if I decide to try and repeat a similar experience.

Exp Year: 2010	ExpID: 86731
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 19
Published: Oct 22, 2018	Views: 1,318
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